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^ seokjin looks so hot😫

genre: fluffs, the realization of true love.

third p.o.v

seokjin was a fuckboy, thats right he used to be a fuck boy who had lost his body count, but at the teenage flow everything felt right, until he fell in love with a boy and got doomed. whenever first love dooms, the person feels like their whole world had crumbled down and there is no life ahead, they would do nothing but stand still, pushing everything aside sitting with a damn box of tissues and watch anime or manga or do anything which is not productive even when they have the rage that wants to prove themselves that they have a better version. 

bullshit, only they know how they will end up curling into a ball and weep their heart out until they can feel no more tears. But seokjin was a little different, more stupid that he started to increase his body rate- in conclusion, he slept around more frequently to distract himself that at some point of his life, he started to hate everything and everyone. then, suddenly he wanted to glow up and kickstart his life back, he didn't want to fall apart. 

he changed his hair color, changed his dressing style, hairstyle, went to the gym more often, and had a productive lifestyle- what he had earned?

just, muscles to flex and a ravishing-looking face. much, to his bad he cant even sleep with himself, or else he would've did it long ago, yelling out fuck you homo's. 

he was still, doomed internally and he couldn't act around like everything was fine when it was absolutely not, not at all he was just hanging to his life, letting it flow as he ran behind the days otherwise, he hate his life. hate is an understatement yet he didn't try to kill himself or do flex his cuts- which was intellectual since he didn't give for those. 

otherwise, he was pretty damn, fucked up internally. that's when he met a pretty boy named, namjoon. namjoon was the polar opposite of seokjin, if seokjin was fucked up means namjoon was a goner- he went through multiple breakups that he decided to give up finally. their meet was the most memorable thing ever, 

a wasted namjoon standing at the edge of a bridge singing his heart out and cursing the hell out of everybody, with seokjin yelling out from afar asking him to get the hell down- seokjin just wanted to go for an errand and he witnessed an almost suicide attempt, that day seokjin somehow managed to drag the drunken namjoon to his house giving him a whole lecture as if he was any better. namjoon only pulled him in for a heated makeout session as a reciprocate, the others are for your imagination. 

the next couple of days, were enlightening for both of them as they came up to an agreement of the fuckbuddies, since there was nothing sex couldn't help out except for academics but that isn't the point. seokjin and namjoon needed distraction, and sex definitely gave them that, and they didn't have to sleep around or have one night stands after that agreement. 

but they got fed up, once again. tired of searching for true love which was nowhere to be found, "I'm giving up! I'm dying single" "me too" seokjin muttered as he ran his hands through namjoon's hair as they cuddled up on the couch. "these people are sick! only we are sane! true love, my ass!" "you're spitting facts, let me grab a bucket real quick" they chuckled as they nuzzled to each other's warmth. that night both of them slept with the same, idea on their mind, on how would it feel if they were in an official relationship. 

it took a whole year for both to finally acknowledge and confess to each other, and they knew that only they could mend it, they have always been searching for the love where they have been keeping it to themselves, just too oblivious. they found their true love, they understood that true love is not love at first sight or being with a person for too long nor being someone's first. its all about understanding, communication and being their one and only till the last breath of their lives.

the end of the chapter.

what would you like to see next? which genre, smut, angst, or more fluff?