Adopted by Larry (Book 3)

Four.

So...I've been crying a lot. I don't know how to feel about this. I'm happy for him since he gets to be himself and stuff and be with his family but I also never got to see 5/5 and won't even see 4/5..I don't know. I'm sad. Then, on top of that, there's rumors now saying he's back and doesn't want to leave anymore and rumors h got fired and rumors he just quit. I'm confused. Like...UGH. I don't know what to believe or what to do. Should I cry some more, should I be happy if he's back and that's true? I'm very thankful for the five years I've got to see them live and love and sing and dance and act and tour the world. I don't know if many of you know this but I was here since 2010 when the video diaries were first starting...not that it matters just was throwing that out there cause I think it's cool I've seen them grow into these amazing men they are today. So have all of you. We got to see them start from a tiny seed and grow into beautiful flowers and now they just need sun, water, and love and they'll stay blossomed. Then eventually the flowers will die (One Direction breaking up) and new seeds will be planted. Who knows, maybe they'll start acting, teaching, artsy stuff, firefighting, solo careers..., etc.) We never know where they'll end up or go. We just have to hope that they make good decisions. As Zayn once said, "Just close your eyes and enjoy the roller coaster that is life", that quote means so much. We need to grieve, move on, and hope for good in the future. 

 P.S btw I'm still pissed Modest! only gave us a stupid facebook post...really? After five years of dedication you do that? No livestream? No video? Wow...okay. Thanks.