Now I See You | ✓

Two

Later that evening, after I've managed to do a bit of work, I start to feel a bit restless.

I recognise the feeling slipping into my bones, so I pull out my phone and find the message thread I'm looking for.

Judah: Are you busy tonight?

I put my phone back down on the desk, naively thinking I can get some work done and check for a reply later. But when it buzzes after one minute, I can't resist, so I pick it back up again.

Aubin: No ma'am

I'm not really sure how to describe Aubin.

Well, that's not really true: Aubin Abaya is the half-Chadian star tight-end of the UBC football team, who has a rep for being a sweetheart and has exceptional grades.

I'm just not really sure what I'd say Aubin is to me.

We met at a party in November and somehow ended up spending the night together. Intending to forget about him, I left his apartment the following morning after making it clear – politely, of course – that it was a one-time thing. The only problem was, of course, that we ran into each other a few nights later at a different party and the same thing happened again. By the third occasion, we decided that we needed to be mature and have a proper conversation about it.

Neither of us were really looking for anything serious and so that was the birth of our strictly friends with benefits relationship.

It's late January now and neither of us have looked elsewhere, so it's going well.

Feeling a little buzz run through me, I quickly type out a reply.

Judah: Dick appointment, 9pm?

I want to get some work done before then. Even though we've literally just finished exams, I can feel the stress of impending deadlines coming soon, so I'm determined to hit the ground running this semester.

Also, I don't want to seem too eager.

Then again, it's not like Aubin would make me feel bad for that. The fact that he's replying fast shows that he's just into the idea of seeing each other tonight as I am.

Aubin: Works for me. Accidentally skipped the gym today so hope you're ready for a workout

My spine literally tingles at his text and it takes quite a lot of self-control to not just head over there two hours early to see exactly how intense this "workout" might be.

Judah: Yessir🥵

This time, I lock my phone and toss it on my bed, turning back to my desk so I can actually concentrate. Surprisingly, the thought of relieving some stress with Aubin tonight actually helps me concentrate a little better.

After doing another hour of work, I quickly make myself some dinner and then have a shower, making sure to shave in all the necessary places.

One time, I forgot to shave and got all embarrassed, because it had been a few too many days since I'd last shaved down there. Aubin, being Aubin, rolled his eyes and told me he doesn't care whether it's shaved or not, because "good pussy is good pussy".

Still, I like to keep control of it, so I always make sure to have a shower before I go to his.

Then, I meticulously pick out some sexy lingerie, because it makes me feel good. In freshman year, I found a wonderful lingerie boutique – on a rare shopping trip without Mason, thankfully – that does underwear and bras for larger girls that look really good, so I've often been and spent what little money I do have there.