𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 𝐧/𝐍~

~𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜, 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧~

you've lost so many people in your life

loved and lost,

you've been through so much pain
so to protect yourself
you've tricked yourself into believing
you don't care whether they leave or not
that you're used to it

you think it numbs the pain
you're wrong
it only numbs you
but you push and push and push
because you're so scared of getting hurt again of them leaving

i love you
with all of my heart
with all of my being
with all of my fucking soul

i. love. you.

and i am telling you
even after all the pain
and the tears
and the lonely nights
and the pushing and pushing and pushing

i am still

staying,forever~