Is this the end? - Peter Parker

Part 8 ~ Eat

2 weeks later

Loki: Why aren't you eating Pete...again?
Peter: I'm not hungry.
*he said with an emotionless face*

He knew they don't believe him, he used this as an excuse for the hundredth of time.
But he couldn't eat.
It was almost 2 weeks since May was gone. Still no one knew about it, but almost everyone knew something's worse than, that he told Steve.

Pepper: At least a little, please.
*she begged*

Peter just stood up without saying anything, leaving the breakfast on the table. He went up to his room, he got his blade and he dragged along his skin, making red lines. It turned into almost a daily routine. Skip breakfast, up to his room, self-harm.

Meanwhile:

Pepper sighed as Peter stood up and walked away.

Pepper: This can't go on like this anymore. He barely eats one meal a day. Or who knows, maybe he throws up that too!
Loki: I know..
*he said while letting out a sight, starring in front of himself*
Pepper: Loki. You have to do something! He's getting worse and worse. It's been 2 weeks since he's not eating.
Steve: You're the one who been through such things like this. You're the only one who knows how to help him.
Loki: I know..
*he muffled*

Loki knew that this is not going to be easy. Peter's not going to tell him. It's complicated. It was for him too. But he knew he has to try it cause it's been just worse.

So he went up to Peters room, and knocked on the door.

Loki: Hey kid, can I come in? I'd like to talk with you.
Peter: Y-yes one m-moment.

Peter quickly hid his blade and he put on a sweater. Then he let Loki in.

Loki: So..
*he stopped for a second*
Peter: So? What did you wanted? Did I do something wrong?
*he started to panic*
Loki: Oh, no no. You didn't.
*he smiled*

He closed the door behind himself and he sat on the bed, next to Peter.

Loki: So you know, we've realized that you're not really eating..
Peter: Yes I know and I'm sorry but I just can't eat and I know I'm disappointing everyone and I'm just a problem I'm sorr-
Loki: Whoa slow down kid, take a deep breath.
*he cut Peter off*
Loki: No one's disappointed and you're not a problem okay?
Peter: But-
*he had tears in his eyes*
Loki: Shh. I know. There's always a "but" or a "what if". But don't overthink too much.

Peter was looking down, ashamed.

Loki: It's okay.
*he hugged him*
Loki: You know, I was there too. There was a time when I didn't eat anything for 3 weeks. Cause I felt I'm disgusting. You know what happened after?
*Peter looked up*
Loki: I've been put into a hospital. And I don't want you to get to that point so please let us help.
Peter: I'm sorry Loki... but. But no one can help me now. And if you were waiting for that, no I'm not gonna tell you why. Please go away. I don't want to hurt you..
Loki: Listen Pete. You're not a monster. I know you're not. And I can hel-
Peter: Please Loki...
*he looked up with a tear rolling down his face*
Loki: Okay...
*he sighed*

Loki stood up and closed the door behind himself as he stepped out of the room. As he left, he heard a soft sob: "I'm n-never gonna be b-be-better."

He went down to the others and he admitted his fail of making Peter eat.

Pepper: So?
Loki: Sorry guys..
Steve: Oh.. no. No!