Selfless love ✔️

Cuapter 05

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Ani. Aaaa she cry in pain when phone's glass hit her between her foot toes. She set there and started sobbing pressing her wound

Shiv. Anika where were you ha. I was calling you from last two hours. How irresponsible you are Anika. Here I was  feeling worried for you and  you were not even picking up my call.  Which kind of  attitude you have ha. You handle office that's doesn't mean you can't spare time for me.  Don't forget  that's my office. In seconds I can take hand over of all office but look at you are behaving like it's your own and you made it. He blubber all the shit without bothering about her painful whimper or wound

Ani. If that's your office and you can take hand over-in seconds then why don't you take it. Start doing office work from now on.  Atleast I  will take sigh  of relief. And will get rid of all those tension which is on my  head right now. 

Shiv. You mean to say that my work is headache for you.

Ani. I didn't mean it. I just said that  you  should join your office. I'll happily step back for you. But you are the one who is not taking interest in it and just pushing me everywhere for your work done. I'm fed up with all this. I don't want any more take it away.   I want peace in my life shivaay.  I can't handle all this anymore she sobs pressing her foot where he still didn't pay head and shouting at her like pervert.

Shiv. I I can't.  I'm just not ready. He said getting up from the floor marching towards window

Ani.  You are not ready because you are still lost in malika's memories

Shiv. Not a word more against her Anika otherwise I'll pluck  your tongue out from your mouth. He swiftly march towards her and gripped her chin in his hand making her close her eyes letting tears come out from there

Shiv. If you wanna  taunt me then do it but don't drag her in everything.  I don't like it. Did you get that.  He said holding her  chin more tightly leaving his finger prints over there. 

Ani. I won't.  I would never drag her in matter of us

Shiv. There is no matter of us Anika. It's never been anything us. It's always you and me. We both are different thing. We don't have anything together. 

Ani.  Then what I'm doing here  I guess I shouldn't be there where no one wants me.

Shiv. So you mean to say that you wanna leave me

Ani. You itself said that we don't have us.   Everything is individual between us. Then what's the need of being together.

Shiv.  Wow such a selfish you are Anika.  When things cAme over you.  You chose yourself not me.  Wow great.  Such a drama queen you are . Infront of people you behave like you care about me but in reality I'm nothing to you but just source of your fulfilling your needs

ani.  Huh are you  talking about yourself shivaay. She chuckle sarcastically making him angry

Shi.  I'm talking about you Anika.  He said looking direct in her eyes sitting infront of her. 

Ani.    Ok tell me what you have got which is letting me to not leave you.  Tell me what you provide me which is making me greedy. 

Shivaay didn't answer and turn his face

Ani.  You don't have answer right. I know that. But it's ok  I don't wanna remind you either. I'm not one of them who keep scrolling their favours to others. I just let it go.  But one thing I wanna say you shivaay.  I know that would never happen but  still I wanna say that. If some day  i  left you and your life then I would never come back.  You won't able to see this face which you find so annoying and hate-able. And that time you will want to  see it but it would never happens. She whispered  last word predicting their future because she has  faith that as she will leave his life or him then she would never able to survive so technically he would never see her face in his whole life. But does he care no he won't.  He will move on without buzzing a little. It won't be hard for him. These thoughts only brought thick layer of tears in her eyes and she  squeezed her eyes to letting them fell down.   She hates herself she just hate her heart who fell for this man  top to heel and not even able to let her to hate him and still loving him after bearing all this because of him  which wasn't meant for her. He hates her as well to the core and  take her as his nothing.