Selfless love ✔️

Chapter 43

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Because she wanted  you to leave my life and get rid of you  she says biting her bottom lip.

Whah but why ? Why she wanted to do it.  Didn't she want you to be happy. 

She was worried she thought That you are not right for me. You will do again same thing with me so better you leave my life. She wanted me  to move on as well. She had told uncle mahra that as i'll be alright she will make me marry with Danish.   That's why she sent oru as well with you so that no any hurdle comes between wedding. When I got up she told me you ran away With oru. As you saw me dying you took opportunity and left.  I cried ....I cried so much and in certain time I hated you also. In anger I even got ready to Marry danish but Di stopped me. She told me ever thing whichever mom planned against us so without thinking anything I  broke All ties with her and cAme here.  We had big fight she said she did all that for me but I  didn't listen to her and why would I when she tried to snatch my son from me. She saw my happiness but forgot to think about my child who would had been living in sorrow being away from his mother.   Her voice crack bending her head down

I know I'm selfish.  I always been I'm such a bad daughter who always  hurt my parents but now I was helpless I  thought about my son who would had stayed mother less if I won't had been here. Moreover after seeing your efforts for me I couldn't control myself. I didn't want us to live in pain in revenging game.  I didn't want to behave same the way you did.  I wanted us to  be together with our child who will get mother father love together. If we will marry someone else then he would had missed both of them so why not forgetting the past and move together for his better future she sobs cupping his face in her hands

I'm sorry Anika because of me you had stay away from your parents. I'm sorry if you won't had moved on with me then maybe you would enjoy the love of your parents and would never had  hurt them.  Anika look at him with glistening eyes and bend her head down

I miss my dad. How can I be selfish and left him like this. Because of me he died and left this world.  She  weeps thinking about her dad who always loved her.  If might she would had make him understand then maybe he would had stood with her but she took  sudden decision that which couldn't go well to him and he died in pain losing his daughter

Don't blame yourself  baby it's not your fault.. it was written in destiny.

It wasn't Shivay. It's all my fault and we can't neglect it. He died because of me and it's a harsh reality.  He did for us loads of things. He  spent sleepless nights so that we could sleep peacefully and look what He'd got in end. His daughter left him for a man who  never wanted him.  She bent herself down infront of her one sided love.  Im so bad I'm so bad.  Might if I would had do it then you would been spending your life with your love having a beautiful family and My dad  would had been alive being with me. I know for certain time it would had been hard for me to move on but with passing time eventually I would done easily.  And everything would had been fine. Everyone would had been happy. You my parents and ...m...e. 
She stammers in last word bending her head down having hiccups.

You still think that I love malika and would had been happy with her he  stutter looking in her eyes. 

Yh maybe ... because always you loved her not me. I was just  a girl who admired you behind curtains.   But  malika she was always been your first love after all you had chose her as you saw her.  Maybe you found your love in her because  she was more pretty than me. She sniffs

Ani. but you did and that also genuinely I cAme between all this unnecessarily. Being near you I never got that place which was actually mine. Malika always had place in your heart. That's why I was married to  you and was so near you but still you didn't recognise me  and spent years in the memory of her knowing she already has moved on with someone else. She hiccups wiping her tears turning her face away.