Selfless love ✔️

Chapter 23

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Shivay is sitting in his cabin but time to time he is looking towards Anika's cabin thinking might she will enter now. Since he has came back. His all concentration is over her and that baby. He don't know but he felt some deep connection with that little boy. He felt like it's his own which attracted him a lot. But maybe he is over thinking. It's just his allusion nothing else. How can she be pregnant when ... he pause and thought about their nights which they spent with each other. Infect he didn't leave her when he was with malika. He somehow wanted to have her again and again which forced him to sleep with her every night. He agreed that he was wrong he used her every moment of their togetherness but what he can do when he was not able to stay away from her. He was seemed addicted to have her besides him. He was denying and was trying to avoid her hurting her heart with harsh words. But he knows he wasn't able to stay away from her. Somehow he always ended up with her willingly. So it can be possible it's their baby but maybe she would be right as well. He would be living with her because Ragini can't take care of him being pregnant so she left him with her. But it can be whatever it is. He shouldn't had shouting at her. He screams at her again without analysing the situation. He scared her again the way he did in past. Those tears which fell from her eyes today they pierced his heart. He didn't want to do it but in flow again he shouted and scares her. He rubs his temple and started walking here and there in tension. He so wanted her to be here right now but she didn't come yet. She had said that she will meet him in office but it's been five hours she didn't come here. Which making him do restless and worried. He Pull out his phone and calls her but she didn't pick it up which made him more grief.

Shiv. How would I get to know about her. What to do. Think shivaay think. He rub his temple walking around. Suddenly a idea struck his brain and he run out to from there.

Shiv. Hey chabra can you call Anika please

Cha. Sorry sir mam said to not disturb her today.

Shiv. What do you mean today , or not she coming office

Cha. No sir she won't be here. She said she is not feeling good so she won't come

Shiv. Whatttt

Cha. Anyways mam said to give you this file. Please go through this it's land papers of your project.

Shiv. Hmm I'll. he take it from him and left from there being sad. Here he was waiting for her from so long thinking she will come but here he is hearing she won't come today.

Shiv. I really wanted to see her. He made sad face and set on the chair of his cabin hanging his head down. Now he is not feeling to do anything. His all craze for doing work today got finished. He really wanna go and spend alone time which he needed the most. He grab his case and walk out from there being sad.

Whole night he couldn't sleep. He kept tossing on the bed having her face infront of his eyes. He so wanted to be with her right now but it's impossible. She won't let him in. Already she didn't like him to come in her home so he don't wanna make her more mad. He Groan in frustration and set on the bed having grumpy face. He took the glass of water and have whole glass in one go. When he couldn't erase her face from his sight he unlocked his phone and look at the picture which he had took her secretly yesterday. She was looking so beautiful in that silk green off shoulder gown. He kept drooling over her whole day like stupid which he always regret to not doing it earlier. If in past he would had fixed everything between them then Today he won't had faced all this. She would had been with him having baby with her like that little cute blue eyed boy.theh would had been so happy but how would he can see himself happy when he itself is enemy of himself who chose a road side trash over a diamond.