Selfless love ✔️

Chapter 06

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Anika looking at shivaay seeing him all relax
Eating his pasta like he doesn't care about anything. There is no worry lines or tension on his  forehead. He seems totally carefree without any unnecessary worries but same man who  looks so calm and
Chill out when he speak something he just blurt  so  venomous words that other person just get traumatised with that.  And specially her. She does his every shit. He spill later from his mouth and she keep infront of him first.   Many nights she spent being awake whenever he fell ill but when things comes over her he just get lost and  clearly show that he doesn't care if she dies and alive.  for him she left her parents her family infect her father died because of her this one mistake but for that person for whom she did he don't give damn about it and take her as shit without caring how big sacrifice she did for him
  It's not that it's his fault she knows it's all her fault she shouldn't had agree on first place when his badi maa had asked her to marry him but when it has to happened and was written In their destiny then what she can do. She can't change anything.  They have to go with the flow. But he is the one who is not changing and stuck on same place where he was standing before and pulling her with him as well killing her day by day

Shiv.  What happened what you looking at. ? Do you wanna eat it. 

Anika sniffs blinking her eyes for not letting tears come out from her eyes and nods no

Ani. Erm actually i need to use washroom so excuse me. Saying this she left from there before he says more.

In washroom

As she reached there she just closed the door and set there leaning to there tears letting her tears fell down like river. She is feeling so broken and helpless. She don't know  what she should do and what shouldn't. All things are clear infront of her she knows he don't want her still she is living with him like losers and giving him chance to make fun of her feelings but maybe she knows if she will leave him then surely she will die in next second  but maybe death is only left to get peace for her nothing else.  Expecting him loving her back is impossible thing and she  is sure that he  will never love her never ever.  She squeezed her eyes and kept her both hands bursting into tears.    She is so stupid who chose him over everything and now look she is suffering  because of her stupidity.  Suddenly  she stopped crying when she heard knock on the door.

Is there in someone , woman knock on the door
Gaining Anika's attention. 

Ani. Just a minute she  wash her face with two splashes and open the door giving smile to that woman

ani. I'm sorry saying this she left from there before he says her something

She is walking towards shivaay's table when suddenly  someone hold her hand making he stop there

What a pleasant surprise miss Anika.

Ani. Mr khurana

K.  Oh come on miss Anika don't be so formal call me  by my name.  As asfand. He grin.

Ani.  I don't need to call your name I guess we should be formal only .. isn't right.  Saying this she free her hand from his grip moving back

K. But I don't wanna be formal he smirk

Ani. Mr khurana look I've already warned you to keep your good distance from me but I guess you didn't keep on your ears.

K.  But I'm offering you marrying me I don't think so it's bad idea.

Ani. I'm married mr khurana I guess so

K.  But as per as I know shivaay don't love you neither accept you as your wife