Selfless love ✔️

Chapter 12

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Shivaay stir in sleep and immediately look towards Anika's side but it's all empty without having any curl on the bed sheet. That's mean she didn't sleep with him or maybe she didn't come back in room. He immediately remove the blanket and about to get down when his eyes fell on the floor where he found her sleeping in uncomfortable state without having proper blanket or pillow with her. 

Shiv. Why she is sleeping on the bloody floor.  He got angry and set besides her keeping hand on her shoulder

Shiv. Ani what you doing on the floor. Hey get up. He shakes her breaking her sleep. As she felt his touch she just pushed his hand away crawling it back. Somewhere it's pung Shivay seeing her moving away like this as if he is some current or monster.

Ani.  Im I'm sorry she mumbled running her fingers in her hair

Shiv. Can I ask why were you sleeping on the floor where there was enough space on the bed. But he didn't get answer from her except silence and lost mind

Shiv. I'm asking you something  Anika. He jolt her keeping hand on her  knee. Anika  look in his eyes and removed his hand from her knees moving back little which caused her colliding with the cupboard.

Ani. It should be my question shivaay. What are you doing in my room.  Why would you felt necessity to sleep in my room when you have such a big room infect your mun pasand person also has came back.  I don't think so you needed to some here from now on.

Shiv.  It's just you were not well and

Ani. I don't need your sympathy shivaay. I can take care of myself.  I've enough energy to do that.  Though in further life I've to do same  for me so why not now. 

Shiv. Matlb

Ani. What do you mean matlb. Now when your love of life has came back then according to my promise I've to go right.  So It's better   Now we keep good distance from each other. We should be like strangers nothing else. What's say.

Shiv.  But I just

Ani. Shivaay  I don't think so you would need time to move on from me so don't worry. Aj mein hoo kal nhi But malika will be always with you and why won't she when you love her so much.  And don't worry she will be best wife for you and if she won't be then I'm sure you will do compromise with that. After all you love her more than anything. Hmm  now go from my room and If you could then the way I never existed for you before think same now as well. I promise I would never poke in your life ever.   Mm she  pressed his shoulder assuring him and left for washroom leaving him behind in dilemma.

In washroom

Anika  turn on the knob of water and set in the corner shedding uncountable tears. She don't want him show her weakness she don't wanna show him that how much it will affect her when she will leave him. She don't wanna  clear him that she can't live without him.  She knows she is effecting.  Her every breath will bother her and will remind of him but she has to be strong not for him  but for her own self respect which has became more important to her. She won't compromise with her life for that person who never cared for her. She would never let anyone play with her life not even him. She would never  ever. She burst into tears and dig her face between her legs  graving her pain in her own heart without showing him. After sometime

She comes out and saw him  sitting on the bed lost in his own thoughts. 

Ani. You didn't go yet shivaay she gave her beautiful smile  burying her pain in her own heart

Shiv. I was waiting for you.  He sniffs looking at her face

Ani. Why so.   Why are you waiting for me.   I guess right now you should be with malika.  Shouldn't you.