Selfless love ✔️

Chapter 41

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After 3 months

Shivaay is sitting lost in his own thoughts keeping fist on his mouth.  These days his family finds  most of the time lost thinking about something blinking his eyes. His mother brother and other family tried their best to make him understand but nothing is working. He is not listening anyone.   Mostly he sit alone and if he goes out then only for office work and meetings and after coming back he straight away come in his room back without meeting or talking to any one except his son who have became the reason of his life.  If he won't had been there then might he would  had been died now. After Anika left he don't like anything.  He  just wanna sit in corner and remember every damn minute which he spent with her. She was angel of his life.  She  always made his life easier. She was light of his happiness she made sure that he stays happy whether she has to cry alone  herself for that. She did every possible thing which she could do for him but what  she got in Return ...nothing... he never appreciated her love and always treated her so bad blaming her for everything which she didn't even do.   Till he  realised how important she is to him she already had left his life and aimed to never come back but god has another plans and made them meet again giving him hope everything will be fine but he couldn't see them to being together and  took her away from him.  Since she has gone he is feeling so lonely. He is  praying to god to everyday whether to return her or take him as well so they he could stay with his Anika but nothing is happening any of it.  He is not able to do anything.   He is just helpless having sorrow if life time

Daddy oru come running there and set in his lap hugging him.

Oru baby he wipes his tears and hugged him tightly rubbing his back

Whah happened jaan

I miss Mumma. Where's she daddy. Why didn't she come back. He sobs keeping his head on his shoulder crying silently

I'm missing Mumma as well.  I want her back also baby but it's impossible. Mumma didn't go to come back

My mumma will come back she had promised me that she will never leave me. And my mumma never break the promise. She always fulfil  it.  He sobs looking at his father with glistening eyes

I wish same baby. I want your mumma to come back to us... I can't live without her as well. He cry cupping his face in his big hand wiping his tears.

Aru cry and hugged him again tightly breaking his father heart to seeing his son crying like this.   He cAnt see him like this.  He wants his wife to come back and just engulf them in the safe Wings of her.   It's getting unbearable for them to live without her.  It's just so impossible. 

Baby now stop crying.  Be a big boy. My oru is strong right and strong people never cry Hearing his father
He subsided his sobs and wipe his tears

Where is your shoes. Why are you not wearing them baby. He says holding his feet massaging them  little.

I said to gouri aunty to give me my shoes but she didn't listen to me. He pout sadly bending his head down. 

It's ok daddy will make oru wear shoes then we will go for lunch ok.  He nods and set straight in his lap so that his father could make him wear shoes.   Shivaay kissed his head and take the shoes from bottom of bed. 

What my jaan wanna eat.

I wanna eat egg sandwich.  He pout looking at his feet.

I'll make for my baby itself.  Come let's go. He carry him in his arms and walked out from there

In kitchen

Shivaay is making sandwiches for his son when pinky comes there.

Shivaay she calls his name mArching towards him