A Secret Affair

Aint moved on

Jade and I had a little mini reunion after a whole 16 hours without one another.

"As much as it pains me to ask, how is Josie" Jade questions.

"She's good.. I only saw her a little this morning as she shot out" I explain.

"Wait... she stayed? In your bed... as in..." Jade nudges my arm for a false victory, no I didn't sleep with her.

"If you class me sleeping on the floor while both Saltzmans took up my bed... then sure" I laugh it off.

"You're saying Lizzie was here too? You really get both? thats not fair" Jade laughs with me.

"Yeah no... I kicked Lizzie out as soon as I saw her" I explain.

"Thats fair-" Jade gets interrupted.

I hear a knock at me door once more.

I go to answer it with a wide smile, expecting it to be Josie.

Boy was I mistaken... I almost slam the door in her face as I see Lizzie stood there, the thing is I feel as If my emotions for her had heightened... like my hatred had sky rocketed since last night.

"I left my charger" Lizzie pushes past me.

Yes.. she pushes past me... in my own room.

Towards my night stand.

"Damn Hope I really get the silent treatment after last night" Lizzie winks infront of Jade.

Whatever she was doing... I didn't want to even entertain it.

"Fuck off Lizzie" I lead her to the door.

"Do you not remember... You... me... Alone in a room. Can only go one of two ways" Lizzie stands tall.

What.

The 

fuck.

I know I was drunk, but even my drunk self wouldn't be that self-destructive to do that... not in a million years.

"What..." I just stand there in shock in a way. 

Jade twitches up, very strangely intrigued.

"Its a shame you don't remember it... it was quite... well... hot." Lizzie winks again at me.

I feel myself get a little dizzy, I could almost throw up.

"Stop lying" I throw at her.

"Oh I'm not lying... I mean... You even know deep down that its possible right... with our history that is" Lizzie smirks.

I'd had enough.

I walk towards her, throwing her against the side of my closet. How dare she talk about 'our history' so lightly.... 

I take a quick look in the mirror to see my eyes a glowing gold.

As she scrambles to her feet, I resist the temptation to connect my fist with her face... as I hear another girls voice enter earshot.

"Hey Hop-" Josie's voice called.

I look directly at the girl who aggravated me so much, a cocky smile on her face... 

"Fuck sake... Hope" Josie calls out.

"Your face was priceless... Oh my god you really thought- Yeah no" Lizzie admits she was joking... yeah it wasn't exactly a joke to me.

I took that all too serious. The fact that she'd joke about the shit thats happened in the past like it wasn't a big deal... really made me mad.

"You two have to cut this out" Josie states sternly.

"It wasn't me" Lizzie and I both say simultaneously.

We sounded like kids... 

"Hey Jade... as the only sane person in the room, would you care to tell me what happened" Josie asks.

"Y-yeah sure... Lizzie pretty much convinced Hope that they slept together, and in her usual fits of rage nearly knocked out your sister..." Jade explains so casually.

Jade got a couple 'fuck you' glares from me for that one.

"That makes sense" Josie just starts to laugh.

For some reason that really annoyed... not so much that it was Josie herself, but the fact no-one really knew that everything I did... every single emotion I had towards Lizzie was her fault.. It comes across like I'm the aggrivator and I'm sick of it.

"I'm heading out" I storm out my dorm.

Knocking past a couple shoulders in the process.

"Hope... wait" Josie catches me as just as I step out my door.

"I need to speak to you" Josie encourages.

"why" I just throw back.

"I think you know why" Josie sighs.

I really didn't... was It about me and her sister... as I can assure her my feelings for her will never change.

"Go on" I encourage.

"The thing that happened at the party..." Josie tries to jog my memory.

Oh does she mean... the kiss? It all comes back to me as a small smirk becomes noticeable on my face as I remember it in detail.

"Yeah I get you" I giggle.

"It isn't just me right... Please tell me you feel like there's something here... not just a 'drunken mistake' or something..." Josie states.

I could've screamed... I was hiding all my emotions right now.

"No-no definitely not... I Feel it too" I speak a little too quick.

I could see Josie start to blush as a smile appears apparent on her face also.

"Oh thank god..." Josie breathes a sigh of relief.

"I really don't know what happens now... I'm sorry I'm so awkwar-" Josie gets cut off.

In the middle of the hallway, I rest my hand on Josie's face softly as I connect our lips in a sweet kiss.

"Thats good enough for me" Josie laughs off.

"Yes... yes you are" I flirt.