Chapter Twenty -Eight: Permission
Carlos POV (unedited)
Sometimes I wondered what I had gotten myself into, could someone really consume you so much that you no longer recognize yourself.
At a point, I started to resent myself for loving her at such great capacity because I am convinced that she only knows how to inflict pain on me.
I couldn't recall the last time we had had sex and when she finally decided to, it was a parting gift. I started laughing because damn, I must be a fúcking joke to her.
Was this my fucking karma? If it was, then I knew I definitely deserved it. To be honest, this entire time, she was one of my greatest downfalls. She ruined me from a longer time and when, I finally started gaining some joy in life, she was out to ruin me again. I guess there's no love for the wicked.
I walked out, looking a her was only fueling my rage and I didn't want to call her out of character.
I should have wished her the best, I should have told her that I will not look back and this would be it for us. She wasn't reciprocating the love she had for me the way I wanted her to. She was all about herself, a relationship is a two way street, we are suppose to help each other.
Looking out the window in the guestroom, I heard the door opening. I knew her perfume, she smelled like vanilla, it was amazing and that only sent me further into my distraught. I really couldn't be around her like this, I decided that it was best to go to the kitchen for a drink. I told her she should go to New York because it could be what's best for her...
I knew she was going to follow me, I was expecting her.
When she cornered me in the kitchen I could see the uncertainty in her eyes, she was nervous about where this conversation could take us. She was looking at me with such sadness, it took all of my will power to allow her to speak and not rush to console her. She deserved any pain she was feeling. With a look as nonchalant as I could pull off, I allowed her to speak.
She explained to me how she was feeling and what she wanted and I was able to understand with depth. In my head, I wanted to say to her, this is how you communicate with your partner.
However, I listened.
"...I understand why you need to go though but what does that mean for us?"
She shrugged, that same uncertainty coming back, "Well can my boyfriend come with me to New York?"
Once more, I wanted to say this is how a relationship works Tori-Ann but instead, I chuckled and said sure. She seemed so pleased with the response.
"Were you nervous to ask me?" She nodded, "Don't be my love, I would drop everything just to be by your side."
She smiled, "Now understand that I cannot be with you the entire time in New York because I have commitments here but I will travel back and forth however, we will leave together."
"That is fine, I just want you to know that I want you with me and my approach before was very selfish, you deserve so much more than a girl that is always running off."
I pulled her to me and kissed her with the intensity that I was feeling. I wanted her to feel my anger and happiness all mixed together.
"Are you giving me the permission to take you again?" I asked, looking at me through weary eyes she nodded, "Words Tori-Ann." I said sternly.
"Ye..yes." She whispered.
I was going to fuck her right here, no bedroom. In the kitchen, against this island. I'm going to bend her over right on this stool and have her cum all over on me.
Pulling her bra off under her blouse, I grabbed one of her breast caressing it while my other hand travelled to her clit, gently rubbing it, she was becoming anxious in my arms.
She moaned. Music to my ears.
She grabbed my hand that was picking up momentum on her clit asking me to stop while silently begging for me. "I am going to have my way with you baby."
I removed her blouse and latched myself to her breasts because I knew she loved when I sucked on them. She was moaning so loudly, I felt proud of myself.
"OH MY GOD!! DON'T STOP, UGHH!!!" She kept on saying and I was enjoying her, her wriggling and her cum on my fingers. I slipped a finger inside her, damn she was wet. Her clit felt like it was pulsating, I fell to my knees and took her in my mouth, I soon as my tongue went there, she came. My sweet girl was under pressure, it gave me great pleasure of what I was inducing on her.
She pulled me up to her and engage me in the most passionate kissing I have had in the longest while, she was letting everything out. Travelling to my neck and then to my nipple, she wrapped her tongue around it and I groaned, this was my weakness. I was so caught up in it that I didn't even realize until she was on her knees pulling my pants but she wasn't going to do that right now.
"I want to feel you on my dick right now."
Turning her back way, she spread her legs apart for me and I took my time entering her slow and steadily.
She moaned out loudly and I was enjoying this. Enjoying her again and again.
My thrusting started to get harder but I couldn't help myself. I was going, losing myself inside of her. She was asking me to go deeper and I was obeying. Gosh, I loved fucking her.
I lifted her in my arms and had her against the fridge, she came undone in my arms again and it was the most erotic feeling I have had in awhile.
"DON'T STOP!! PLEEEAASSEE, I'M GONNA CUM!!! OH MY GOD!!"
I never felt this happy satisfying her before, I didn't know if it was because of the fight or the fire that I had inside of me for this beautiful woman but I was loving it.
And she was really enjoying herself.
I carried her to the dining room and on the edge of the table was where we both came together. I grunted in pure pleasure while she moaned out in passion. Her body was in excitement and I could tell she had fun. Damn, I wanted to fuck her again.
Breathing heavily, we both needed time to recover.
"I needed that." She said.
"Me too."
She laughed, "We have a problem Carlos."
Biting down on my lower lip, I was fantasizing her body once more, "Damn right we do."
She sat up pulling me to her, "I promise to make us work. I can't lose you again, I just can't. You're my inducer Tony, look at what you just did to me."
I smirked, "You want more?"
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The Inducer [18+ Only]
RomanceCarlos Larves, he was the king of romancing (well in his head, he was). He knew how to trigger your self-control and he relished on your discomfort. He gave pleasure, the right amount of passion and if necessary there'd be just an ounce of pain. Car...