The Inducer [18+ Only]

Chapter Thirteen: I Love Him

Chapter Thirteen: I Love Him

          We've been home for the past two weeks. Carlos and I hadn't exchange much words together, I barely even saw him because he was occupied doing God knows what but it was fine. He told me that he couldn't continue with me in his presence when he couldn't have me due to Joshua.

I was happy the times that I would glimpse him in the halls but outside of that I was really sadden. I missed him, I missed him being in my way and being completely obnoxious. He never requested for me to bring anything for him, not even once.

Everyone thought that he carried me away, fucked me then dumped me in the maids quarters but I didn't give a damn. I just wanted to go back upstairs and tell him that I broke up with Joshua. Speaking of Joshua, I couldn't even tell when was the last time I heard from him and because I had been so preoccupied thinking about my obsession with a man that I was suppose to know but just couldn't remember. Carlos played no vivid image in my mind but I always said that he was familiar.

I was in turmoil, I wasn't even cleaning. All I kept doing was looking at the stairs fighting the urge to not run up there and fall to my knees for him. But then, Joshua, I had to leave him alone. It won't work because Carlos wanted so much more from me and damn, I wanted to just spread my legs out for him and gave him all of me.

Finally, I had admitted it to myself. I was in love with Carlos Larves. Love shouldn't come this easy but it came and I was going to embrace it. He was sweet, rough around the edges, confused about what he really wanted, guess we both were but at the end of the day he was really charming and knew how to get me to comply to his threats. I liked how he would ask me what shirt to wear as if he needed my opinion, I loved how attentive he was when I did my assignments and how he would try to help me. He even did a test for me once, yeah I know... I was cheating but he wanted me to do something and my test had to be done. He was really smart for those who didn't think that he was, he was just complicated and liked fucking with people's sanity.

I loved him though and I had to tell him. It had been basically a month and a week since I had been within his home and his presence or let's just say since I've known him. I knew that I was falling for him when I found myself jealous thinking of him with another woman.

I needed to ask him for a day off so that I could talk to Josh. Therefore, I found myself walking up the stairs before Maya stopped me pulling me back down,

"Girl, where the hell are you going?"

I looked down defiantly, "To ask Carlos for a day off."

She shook her head, "What for?"

I couldn't tell her why I was requesting this day off but I was going to tell her something, "I-I just need a break. I'm tired of the rumors that are flying around the place and I just need to get away from here for awhile."

She sighed, "I know hunnie," she hugged me, "Fine."

I smiled, "Thank you Maya."

She waved me off, "But best believe that if you come down here looking all flustered I'm gonna whop yo ass."

I burst out laughing, "Good to know. I'll just compose myself first before I come down here." I stuck out my tongue at her.

Continuing my journey upstairs, I was shaking. I never knew I could fear a man this much.

When I reached his study, I knocked on the door, "Come in." I heard him say, Gosh I missed his voice. He was everything I wanted in one. Even his craziness was a little bit of sexiness for me.

Turning the knob, I slowly pushed the door, "Good afternoon Carlos."

"To what extent do I owe this pleasure of your presence?"

Damn... His voice was killing me, seeing the fact that I hadn't heard it for such a long while.

"I need a day off Carlos."

He rose a brow at me, "What for?"

I sighed, "I need to handle some things on the road tomorrow."

He shrugged, "Okay." I was looking at him confused, that was rather easy - no interrogation, no nothing. "Is there something else you need Tori?"

"No."

I turned walking away. He didn't seem a bit interested in seeing me. It was like he had no attraction towards me. No connection. He pulled it off so freaking easy, I was pissed so freaking pissed. 

"Where are you going?" I heard him which made me turned to look at him, "I never dismissed you Ms. Battes."

I smiled, "I'm still here Carlos." 

"How have you been?"

"Fine."

"Are you sure? Don't lie to me Tori." He warned and I did take him seriously on everything he said. He knew me like the back of his hand. 

"I miss you Carlos..." I trailed, "...did you want to know that?"

He stood up and walked up to me pushing away a lock of hair from my face, "I did actually. It's actually nice to know that you feel something for a change."

I looked at him bewildered, "What! You knew you had me on the tip of your finger from day one."

He smiled, "That is true, and I did actually have you there a lot of times too." He smirked giving me this flirtatious look and it had me squirming in my panties, "Good times Tori, really good fucking times."

His hand was trailing all over my body and I was flustered, "This was why I never wanted you to come around me Tori, I can't keep my hands off of you. Guess I'm the negative and you're positive, we attract each other."

"I love you Carlos." It flew out before I even could grab it back.

He sighed, "You don't mean that because if you did you would leave that punk who 'doesn't want to fuck you' alone."

I hugged him, "Please Carlos, I need you. Being away from you is driving me to insanity."

He laughed, "I heard the rumors. I must say they were impressive. I really wished that I did fuck you though."

I looked up at him, "I really want you to do that to me right now."

He looked at me for a mere second. He seemed really tempted, his eyes were clouded, I could see the need written all over them. I wanted him just the same, my pussy was wet, I was dripping.

"NO!" He pushed me away.

I was confused, "Wha-whats wrong?"

"You don't know who I am Tori!"

"But I want to know Carlos!" I walked up to him, "I still can't believe I'm saying this but I love you."

"Fuck!" He looked at me, "Do you even have the slightest clue as to who I am?"

I shook my head, "There is something familiar about you but I just can't seem to point you out." I expressed, "At least, give me a clue."

He chuckled before saying, "We had the t's going on."

Oh my fucking gosh....

We would always say that to each other. There was no way he could be standing in front of me right now.

My heart....