BEEP BEEP BEEP* I slamed my hand on my alarm clock. " Gerard honey time for your first day of high school ! " i moaned in disgust. I remember how it was last year when everything went bad. I had to lay sick in bed from the pills and i had to take more pills for the pain to go away ( ironic is'nt it ) . I had friends but they where all so busy at school making there lives better while i had to pitty myself for being the weirdo that missed a year of school
I remember frank. He was more than a friend he was.. something different. he made me feel better and he took all the pain away. He was the good pill. He was like a free therapist. My mom makes me see alot of those nowadays. It seems like after the doctors told her i tried to attempt suicide she went a little ballistic. But my mom thought that Frank was a bad person even though he was the one that got me through it all.
When my sister got cancer, Thats when it all changed. My life was like a downward spiral from then and the only thing i took with me where my ciggaretes and blades. I wish i couldve had Frank with me when i was sick.But my mom and dad told me i couldnt see him anymore. But I just want to try to leave that in the past and start high school.
I hope me and Frank are in the same classes and i hope we can be lab partners and we can hold hands and have fun with eachother. I'm in love with Frank and I know he feels the same
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FanfictionGerard- I Started heavily drinking and doing drugs after my sister was diagnosed with cancer. When I tried to commit suicide I was pulled out of school and being forced to take pills that cause me even more physical pain than emotional pain. But thi...
