Angst

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"Hey Atsushi! Man, do I got a story for you! Ok so like, I was finally eating my lunch during break right? And Kunikida didn't yell at me when I started singing! It was the best, He didn't  scream at all the whole day, did you notice? Like remember that time when I used to sing during break?"

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"Dazai, stop singing so loud." Atsushi says tilting his head to the side with a small frown on his face.
"Oh but Atsushi! You're now listening to my angelic voice! One day I'll be up on a stage singing loudly and you'll just be in the crowd, thinking "hmm he should sing louder." Right? Right?" Dazai wiggled his eyebrows at his boyfriend, who just rolled his eyes but smiled shyly.

"Ok, I believe you. You do have a nice voice but you sometimes strain it on purpose. That'll ruin it you know?"

"Yes, I know that! But it's too fun sometimes, I can't help it!" Dazai had started singing again but couldn't get far before a fist came in contact with his head.

"Atsushi, tell your boyfriend to shut up before I kill him." Kunikida grumbles at the other, pushing his glasses up.

"You know that'll just look bad for the agency Kunikida. Ok ok! I'll tell him!" Kunikida had glared at Atsushi during his statement. Atsushi had his hands up in surrender to not aggravate the blonde man anymore.

Atsushi reminding Dazai didn't work, because after 10 whole minutes he started singing obnoxiously. Kunikida had had enough and started going off on how irritating the brunette was and how Atsushi didn't deserve to be with  a guy like Dazai.

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"Those were the days...hold up! I know what you're going to say, "no they weren't" I know! Maybe not for you but for me, hell yes! Oo! And that time when we went on our first date and everyone followed us!"

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Dazai had finally gotten the courage to ask the weretiger out, and he was ecstatic when Atsushi had said yes.

Getting ready, he styled his hair with more curls and tucked one piece behind his ear with a clip to keep it in place. He put on a white turtleneck shirt and a black leather jacket. His pants were black and had rips on the middle of his thighs. It was a casual look to the restaurant they were going to go to.

With a pep talk in front of a mirror, Dazai set out to pick his date up. Doing his little dance once he got to his (kunikida's) car. He was too excited to finally take his long time crush out on a date. He had chosen the perfect place for their first date, he only hoped Atsushi would enjoy it.

Dazai had made enough money to do all the things he had planned. Pulling into Atsushi's building, he parked the car and exited. He walked up to Atsushi's door and knocked, waiting patiently. He faintly heard giggling inside, before someone was shushing the sounds. The door knob turned and the door opened.

Dazai knew that Atsushi had a tendency to surprise him but when he says he was starstruck in this moment, he meant it. His face grew red just by taking in his subordinate's attire and soft features.

Atsushi had on a white short- sleeved shirt, with a light brown cardigan on top and black pants. His hair was styled in a way that looked to be even but in closer inspection was still roughly cut. It also looked like he had on a bit of some lip gloss on his soft naturally pink lips. His eyelashes looked curled and he had on a faint pink to his cheeks.

The outfit was so simple, yet Atsushi wore it in a way that complimented all of his features. The light brown sweater made his light skin tone pop. His curled eyelashes made his beautiful eyes appear even more, his hair perfectly framed his angelic face. The pink tint to his cheeks made him look embarrassed by Dazai's staring, but how could he not stare? When his date looked this gorgeous!

Atsushi's pants hugged his legs just right, his thighs were thick with muscle, and the cardigan wrapped nicely around his wrists. The boots he was wearing added a spicy look to his outfit, Dazai would've drooled if not for Atsushi covering his face and shouting a "Can we please just go? It's getting embarrassing."

"Oh right sorry! Lets go." Dazai walked over to the car and opened the passenger door for Atsushi to get in.

Before their date, Dazai had practiced everyday just so he wouldn't crash with the car.

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"You looked so beautiful that day, I really wanted to kiss you so bad. I mean we kissed days later but I really had the urge then and there!"

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Dazai and Atsushi had just finished their third date. It went well for the both of them, Atsushi had so much fun trying to take down Dazai. They had gone to play laser tag, Dazai's team had lost which made Atsushi do a little victory dance, Dazai fell in love all over again.

After the game, they went to go get ice cream to cool down. Dazai got vanilla while Atsushi got chocolate, they had cones so they licked the dessert before it could drip and melt. A breeze had blown at them and Atsushi's long locks went in front of his eye. Dazai had reached over to tuck it back, his hand lingered on the ear, both detectives had stared lovingly at each other.

It was a perfect day, it wasn't too hot or cold, not many people were nearby and Atsushi looked perfect in front of the setting sun. His hair had glowed as if a white halo was surrounding his head, his eyes gleaming in the light. The yellow shone while the violet turned darker, his lips looked plump and beautifully tinted pink.

Dazai leaned down to press a small kiss to them while Atsushi lifted himself up by his tip toes. Dazai only meant for the kiss to last a few seconds but the feel of Atsushi's lips on his was like the fluttering of butterfly wings. The rhythm was perfect for them both, as if dancing  with their lips as partners.

Atsushi had pulled Dazai further in by his collar while a bandaged hand came up to caress a red tinted cheek. When the kiss was done, they were both out of breath and had their foreheads pressed together. Their eyes locked and nothing in the world seemed to matter to them.

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"That was the best day for me, it meant so much. The day we moved in  together was also the best I promise!"
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Kunikida had taken Dazai's request and made it come true. Dazai's apartment now housed both a tiger and a nullifier. The first thing they did was clean up around the home, Atsushi had brought a few things over that he would need. After the clean up, Dazai demanded cuddles and Atsushi was too tired to refuse him. Laying down on the couch, Dazai wrapped his arms around Atsushi's waist and held him close. Atsushi had his cheek rested on Dazai's chest, minutes passed and Dazai heard faint snoring and sometimes purrs would come out of Atsushi's mouth.

Dazai would tease Atsushi about it later but right now he caressed the face, he could stare at for hours with tiring. He stared at his beaufitful lover without moving, he never knew how lucky he got during this life.

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"Aw, I guess it's time to go Atsushi. I love you Atsushi, always will, I'll come back again tomorrow." Dazai patted the top of the grey tombstone, his wedding band catching the light of the setting sun. Atsushi's matching ring was buried deep with him. Dazai turned to see Oda's name, "Take care of him, please, Oda." Looking over to take one last glance at his lovers name, he turned his back and walked out of the cemetery.

Atsushi's life might have ended too early but their love was eternal. Dazai had the ring to prove it and he would never take it off.

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