why do I feel stuck coding life,
when all I really want is to
write poetry,there are days I loathe developing user stories,
when I could just be happy writing short stories,
all the bugs and defects I have to fix,
when I just want a canvas to paint and a pad to sketch,
my fingers punch keys in the day,
my brushes dip in watercolor tablets at night,
how lucky was the writer of milk and honey,
i heard she's a new york times' best seller baby,
now I still type this at 3 in the night,when I could just be like a baby sleeping,
Oh my heart is heavy all day all night thinking
about it,
i wonder when will I be free of all this,
Everyone thinks iam a depressed lonely girl,
What about a girl who thinks,
she has the power of word,
I cried deep down,
Why is it taking so long,
Why am i taking words to
be a shelter,All the roads along the hunters,
Iam not lazy, my brain is not being crazy,
I took a long walk with no thoughts,
Just wishes and fog...
YOU ARE READING
.RHYTHM OF SOUL.
ПоэзияYour words always don't speak what you wanna express Your expression not always supports you Your heart not always beats for you Your desire cannot always burn as fire Your soul is not gonna always be with you Even your shadow leaves you in dark t...