Firefly~ Ed Sheeran
Wait For You~ Elliott Yamin
Because of You~Ne-Yo
TV Show~New Girl❤️
Picture of Fernando❤️
"Andy open up the door." Sergio and Fernando have been banging on my door for the past 15 minutes and I've refused to open it. I did not want to see anyone, I was not ready. I did not want their pity not today or ever.
"Hermosa, abre la puerta por favor." That was Sergio, he sometimes called me Hermosa (beautiful) when he wanted me to do something for him.
"No." I mumbled.
"Hey Andy, open the door. We want to see if you're okay we're worried." Concern was heard in Fernando's voice.
"I'm not okay that's the thing." I whispered to myself.
"On a scale from one to ten how stubborn can you get?" Sergio asked.
"100." I heard Fernando say.
After what seemed like an eternity they finally stopped banging on my door and left, finally giving me that peace that I needed.
Thoughts were consuming me alive. Thinking about him, I know everything he said was true, but I didn't want to take chances and get my heart broken again. What if he left again, and this time he didn't say anything to me? What if he plays with my heart again? The lies?
"You know not having privacy sucks." Someone said I turned my head around to see the door that flew right open. Sergio freaking kicked the door open.
"What did you just do???" I exclaimed.
"I told you to open the door, and you didn't." He calmly said.
"There's a thing called privacy, you should practice it more often."
"Well today is not that day to practice it, what's going on?"
"Nothing."
"There's something because you wouldn't just come walking inside this house slamming the front door, slamming your room door, denying me access to your room, and having your eyes puffy red from all the crying you've done for some unknown reason." He ranted.
"It's nothing, I'm on my period." I lied smoothly.
"No you're not because you told me last week you had it, plus last week you made me go to Starbucks with you because you had all these cravings." Okay that was true.
"It came early."
"You're lying."
"Fine." I sighed.
"I'm repeating myself what happened?"
"I saw him again Sergio, after almost a year."
"Saw who?"
"Javier." I whispered. The room went silent, next thing I know Sergio wrapped his arms around me.
"What did he say?"
"He called me a coward, that I don't fight for what I want, you know the worst part it's the truth."
"Well you're trying to protect your heart that's reasonable."
"I've been trying to tell myself that, but it still doesn't take that heartbroken feeling away, he also told me he was going to fight for the both of us."
"Do you want him to do that?"
"One part of me does the other part wants to give up on this, and safe my heart from anymore damage."
