I Miss You ~ Blink-182
Warrior ~ Demi Lovato
We Never Change ~ Coldplay
(Pic of Picasso)
I've gone home only once since Andy has been in the hospital. I was forced to by Caleb, he dragged me to the apartment I was staying at. He made me change clothes, shower, eat, and sleep. I was able to do three of those things, except sleep. Every time I shut my eyes I was only able to see Andy on the floor bleeding non-stop. All the guys have been taking turns at the hospital. Andy was not alone for one second which made me feel a little better.
Right now, it was the third day of Andy at the hospital. The 72 hours were almost done, and I couldn't be more nervous. The doctor told us a day ago that their was a little improvement, but not enough to move her to another room.
Teddy managed to talk to the doctor who allowed him to sleep next to Andy last night.
"It's been 72 hours." I said pacing back and forth.
"It's going to be good news." Luis said.
"Where's the bloody Doctor?" Caleb asked.
"He's coming." Sergio said.
"What can you tell us, doctor?" Cristiano said.
The doctor sighed and said," I'm sorry we tried everything, she was improving when suddenly she got an infection, she's in a coma now which could take her a few days, months, or years to wake up. The infection just caused more damage to her intensities. Starting right now she will be on life support, and it will be up to you to disconnect her or wait for a miracle to occur. I'm so sorry." The doctor said.
"Life support? No this can't be!" Caleb yelled at the doctor.
"What kind of doctor are you? IS THERE ANOTHER HOSPITAL WE CAN MOVE HER TO WHERE SHE CAN GET BETTER!?" Sergio yelled.
"We all tried our best, but that infection came out of nowhere. I don't recommend you to move her, her health condition is not okay if you move her you may lose her."
"Thank you, doctor." Cristiano said. The doctor gave a sad smile and walked away. I was not able to utter a word. I was in denial and shock.
"We need to call her family." Luis said.
"I tried, but they are no where to be found. Her mother and father are on a cruise, and the piece of shit of her brother isn't responding." Ted said.
"What do we do?" Sergio asked.
"Javier?" Luis asked.
"Bro?" Caleb asked.
Fingers were being snapped in front of my face trying to make me react, but I was not able to.
"Do you think she's suffering? Like with pain?" Sergio whispered.
"She's asleep I don't think she can feel a thing."
Luis said.
"Javier are you going to disconnect her or wait for a miracle?" Cristiano asked.
"I don't believe in miracles. God is not fair. God hates me." I sneered.
"God has a plan for all of us, just believe."' Luis said.
"Oh so his bloody plan was to have Andy on life support? What a lovely plan." I sarcastically laughed.
"She wouldn't want to be depending on a stupid machine." I said. I knew Andy wouldn't.
"So are you going to disconnect her."
