I'm A Mess~Ed Sheeran
One~ Ed Sheeran
Runaway~Ed Sheeran
TV Show~Psych❤️
Me and Fernando literally walked all over Disneyland, we got in every possible ride there was. He bought me all this stuff; a Minnie Mouse, the Minnie Mouse Ears, huge lollipop, and etc. He wouldn't take no as an answer, so I was forced to accept his gifts. Also, we sort of had an inconvenience due to some fangirling girls who recognized him, and asked me to take pictures. The worst part was that they wouldn't stop glaring at me.
Right now we were ready to watch the Firework Show. Fernando gave me a lift and right now I was on top of his shoulders, since I was to damn short and I wanted to see the fireworks.
The fireworks went off, and they were freaking amazing. After the fireworks were over everyone dispersed, while I slowly got off Fernando's shoulders.
"Thank you for today, probably one of the best days of my life." I said.
"We aren't done here, I have one last surprise." Fernando grabbed my hand, and for some odd reason it felt nice, and even right.
Fernando rushed us over to the Disneyland Hotel, we made our way to the lobby. Fernando approached the receptionist desk.
"Hello, welcome what can I help you with?"
"Hello, I want the best suites you have available right now." The receptionist nodded.
"Sorry, at this moment I have one."
"I'll take it." Fernando pulled out his credit card, and the receptionist swiped it and gave Fernando that key card.
"What are we doing here?"
"It's a long drive home, and it's already late, don't worry I'll sleep on the floor or couch or whatever. Plus, a Disneyland day isn't a complete Disneyland day without sleeping here." Fernando grabbed my hand and we made our to the suite. The suite had a beautiful view of the Disney, and everything just looked so beautiful and breathtaking.
"So you take the bed I take the small couch over there." He smiled and headed to what seemed like the restroom. I took off my Toms and threw them next to the bed. I then threw myself on the bed that was just extremely comfortable. I was literally starting to fall asleep when there was a knock on the door.
"I got it!" Fernando walked out the restroom completely shirtless, and headed to the door. I for some reason didn't cover my eyes or anything I looked instead.
Instead of hearing some voices I heard a loud "thud" noise. I got up from the bed and began walking to see who it was, but I didn't even reach halfway when I saw Fernando pushed against a wall guess by who? Javier, himself.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING? LET HIM GO!"
Javier didn't listen instead he pushed him harder, Fernando had this serenade expression on his face.
"DONT GET NEAR HER, TOUCH HERE OR BREATHE NEAR HERE!" Javier threatened. Fernando pushed Javier off, and threw a punch that landed perfectly in his face. Javier then got a hit on Fernando and it was going back and forth. Meanwhile, I was yelling them to stop like a madwoman, but they didn't listen. I finally decided to get in between and in return I got a punch, well at least that helped to make them stop.
"I'm so sorry Andy." Javier said slightly touching my cheek that felt that it was swollen as heck.
"Don't touch her!" Fernando hissed.
"Both of you, stop!" I said, while I was gently rubbing my cheek.
"Why are you here?" I turned around to look at Javier straight in the eyes.
"Because."
"Because what?"
"Fine, I've been following you around all day and when I saw you get in this room with this dick, I lost it." He shamefully said.
"You've done enough harm don't you think?" Fernando asked Javier.
"I don't think another punch would do more harm, right?" Javier was ready to launch himself at Fernando but I placed my hand on his chest.
"Just stop, please stop. You've been here for what a day? You've done enough." I began walking towards the door and opened it.
"I'm going to ask you, very nicely and slowly so you'll be able to understand, can you please leave now?"
Javier was ready to argue, instead of him walking out I did. I started running down the hallways getting weird looks from the people staying there. I'm guessing they heard the fight.
I ran outside the hotel, I was in the parking lot. Not knowing were to run next and the worst thing was that I was barefoot. Left or right?
Before I was actually able to run someone grabbed my arm.
"Just stop running, you're gonna hurt yourself." Javier said.
"Why don't you leave me alone? All I want is peace." I sighed.
"All I want is you." He sighed.
"You left me, and now you want me?"
"I did it for you."
"We've already talked about this, you know what I think."
"You've created all this mentality, but that's not what you really think."
"We haven't seen each other in almost a year and you think you know my mentality?"
"I've known you my whole life, I can tell what you're thinking."
"Oh really, what am I thinking now?"
"You're thinking about how to murder me." I gave him a nod because that was exactly what I was thinking.
"I'm just tired." I sighed.
"Then let me take you back home, with Sergio."
"Not that kind of tired, I'm emotionally tired, you and me this thing has been going on for what a year and a few months and we've gotten nowhere. Everyday I go to sleep thinking what if? What if this actually worked? What if you never left? What if you would've let me help you? What if this and that. I don't want what if's in my life, and I know that with you the what if's will always be there. I want to have a normal life, a normal love life. A love life where I know that the guy I love will always be there, no exceptions, no lies, no half truths, just me and him against the world. I know that with you I can't have all that."
"You know what you're right. I can't give you what you need. This is who I am, if you can't take me in for being me, including my lies and half truths then I guess you never loved me. Because a person who loves doesn't see imperfections, they see you as perfect even with the mistakes you've done. Every imperfection in a way is what makes you perfect in their eyes. But with you every imperfection is another reason why we shouldn't be together. You win, I'll leave you alone. I'm done, I tried god knows that. Even if it breaks my heart I'll let you live your life with me apart. You're not going to have to worry about me anymore, I'll disappear. As for the flashdrive, keep it. Burn it, break it, or do whatever you want with it. I'm just going to ask you to be careful. From the bottom of my heart I wish you the very best, goodbye. I love you." Javier gently grabbed my head and gave me a kiss on the forehead. He gave me one last sad smile, and walked away. Giving me no time to respond.
Dun Dun Dun! Short update before I go to school! Please don't forget to vote/like/comment!~ Sky❤️❤️
