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That morning, Renjun promise Jeno to meet up and explain everything, though for Jaemin's part, he didn't know what to explain because that's his stories to tell. Not Renjun.

With the help of Jaemin, he finally get up from the bed and wash himself and get ready to meet Jeno. The alpha insist that they just meet at Jaemin's house, but the alpha afraid that Jeno will smell their crazy pheromones from last night because it still lingering in the house.

But Renjun get to persuade Jaemin for the meeting just to be at his house since Renjun didn't have any energy to sit properly on any café or other place.

They sit in silence with Jaemin still feeling guilty for doing that to Renjun and keep his secret, Jeno feels so furious from the hint of sex happened in the house without his knowledge, and Renjun still thinking of what Jaemin said to him.

This won't go nowhere with them being like this, so Jeno being the big man he is, he start the conversation.

"Anything to explain of your behavior last night?" Jeno ask his lover carefully. Not raising his voice, afraid that the younger will get agitated.

Nervous, Jaemin hang his head low. He tried to make a better excuse without exposing his real self but thinking that sooner or later they'll know about him for sure. He drop the idea of lying to them.

"I- I had a condition whenever I'm in rut. It happened everytime and I'll get violence and didn't care about the outside world. my body produce so many of sperm that I need to let it out otherwise it'll hurt my body even more. The best treatment is with having a partner that can take me, but I know it'll hurt other people. I'm a beast with a beastly strength." He sighed. "But last night. I know my rut is coming, but I didn't know that it'll come so soon. And turn out, I attack a young omega girl last since her pheromone is so strong, it drive me crazy. But-bu-" he fall into a crying mess. Hugging his knees tighter to his chest on the couch, he look so pitiful and making Jeno's heart broke. He wanted to console him, but he need to know what happened between the two. He look at Renjun for the explanation.

Renjun look at Jeno after he get snap back to reality when Jaemin wailed. He blink for a few times and tried to laugh to lift the mood. But failed since Jeno's face is so serious.

"We uh- we had sex last night. Jaemin didn't force me. I swear. I let him do it to me because I want to help. And it did help him." Renjun said and hold his right hand up. Telling Jeno that he said nothing but the truth.

Knowing Renjun, the man is clearly still clueless about love, but sex is another said and doesn't have anything to do with love. He just know Renjun is like that, just like In Byul.

Jeno exhaled loudly making the omega questioned his behavior. "Do you love Minie?" he ask.

Renjun's face, from smiling innocently drop to a gloomy face. This question again. They know he didn't know the answer but they still ask him.

"I ask you Renjun. Do you love Minie?" the name making Renjun taken aback. Jeno never called him with such stern voice full of authority. He felt sad for a second but push away that emotion. He shrug as the answer for Jeno's question.

Jeno frown hard with the older's answer. The answer is too vague with just a shrug. So he question other thing. "Jun," he said and proceed to kneel in front of Renjun. Jaemin watch the two while trying to stop his sob. "Do you love us?"

Still stuck, but this time he find a way to answer. "I- I don't know Nono. A second I thought I love both of you. But then I remember, maybe it just me being lonely. Just like last night. It's been awhile since someone touch me. I- I truly don't know. All this while, people only want me because of how I look and my body, but to love, I've never even experience it. I'm sorry." He prick his nails, fidgeting with the answer he gave.

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