Frantastic Lovers

Conflicting Feelimgs

I wake up to sun shinning through the curtains. I lay there on my phone for about 30 minutes and decide to take a shower. After I'm done I remember I'm making a video with Connor today, so I pick out a cute outfit. I put on a white sheer sleeveless shirt and dark blue jeans, with white flats. I curl my hair and apply some makeup. I actually look very good. I hope they won't think bad of me. Jennifer! You promised Connor STOP!

I decide to lay in bed and text Connor

Me: Hey Boo :)

Connor: I am not your boo Lol I'm your bitch :D

Me: Oh yeah! Sorry :3

Connor: it's okay don't worry about it

Me: Okay, what time should I come to your dorm. And more importantly where is it?

Connor: Come by now so we can set up, and it's on the first floor number 46 just knock two times and I'll know its
you.

Me: Okay, leaving now see ya bitch

Connor: -.- okay

With that I left and walked to the boys floor and found number 46. I knocked twice and immediately he opened the door.

"Hey bitch" I say. He puts his hand to his heart acting hurt.
"Well that hurt" he fake Cry's.
"Oh I'm sorry! I didn't mean to hurt my bitch!" I say sarcastically
"Whatever! Let's just go get set up." We laugh it off and get set up.
"Hey Connor, what are we doing for the video?"
"We are doing Connor vs Jennifer!" He exclaimed excitedly
"I'm going to win you know!" I say
"In your dreams!" He says acting like a child.

We sit down on his bed with the camera infront of us. He turns it on.

"Hey what's up you guys it's Connor!"
"And Jennifer!" I say excitedly
"Bitch this is my entrance did I say you could come in yet?!" He says jokingly
"Oh" I pout.
"I'm only kidding" he says and hugs me, I smile at this and blush a bit.
"Ohhh someone's blushing!" He says laughing at me.
"Oh shut up and go on with the video." I say embarrassed.
"Okay, okay!" He says still laughing

We get done filming and I won! Boo ya!
We are cleaning up now and we did the flour challenge( you pour flour in a bowl and put a something in it and you have to try and find it) so there is flour EVERYWHERE.

"Hey Connor?" I ask
"Ye-" He is cut off from me blowing a handful of flour in his face. I burst out laughing at the expression on his face!
"Your going to pay for that!" He says evilly. What have I done?!
"Oh no!" I say running
"Oh yes!" He says nodding and laughing.
He pours a bowl of flour on my head and blows some in my face. Oh it's on.
"This...is...war!" I say
"Oh it's on sister!" He says
We have a battle with flour which is fun yet scary. I heard him near me and made a run for it. I looked back for a second and boom! We collided together and fell on the floor.
"WHOA!" We both say. We burst out laughing. That's when I realize he's on top of me and not getting up. He silences and just stares in my eyes. I stare at him locked in his gaze. He cups my cheeks and wipes the flour off. He smiles and get off. When he gets off I miss his touch. I'm have conflicting feelings. I want to like him. But I don't want to ruin anything. Just think, all of those fans getting their hearts crushed because me and him dating. Whoa why am I think this?

We get cleaned off and clean the dorm cause it is a horrible mess! He sits down on the couch and is it next to him.

"Wanna watch a movie?" He asks me.
"Yeah sure what movie?"
"A horror movie?"
"Yes!" I say excitedly. I love horror movies!
"Okay I'll put one in." He says and gets up putting in paranormal activity.

We start watching it and being the scaredy cat I am I found my self hugging a pillow.

"Are you scared?" Connor asks me.
"Uh...sort of." I say nervously
"Come here I'll pretext you from the ghosts." He joked
I take his offer and jump next to him in his arms. Friends do this....right?

It's in the middle of the movie and I find myself clinging to his shirt and my face buried in his chest. He just laughs at my response and puts his arms around me.

"I will protect you. Don't worry" he says smiling.
"Good, cause I would of made you anyway." He laughs at me remark and watches the movies again.

We finish the movie and I'm TERRIFED!
"Connor?" I ask
"Jen?" He asks mocking me.
"I'm scared..."
"Well, do you want to spend the night?"
"Yes please! I'm like shaking right now." I laugh
"It's okay I'm here. Do you need something to wear or are you going to go back to your place and get something and leave me here alone? He asks in a sad tone.
"Ehh, I'll stay here. Do you have anything I can wear?"
"Yeah one sec." With that he get sip from the couch and to his closet. He pulls out a dark blue sweater and black sweat pants. He hands them to me and I go into the bathroom and change. His clothes are so comfortable and his pants fit perfectly. He sweater is oversized which I like. They smell like cologne and coffee. So Connor.

I walk out and his eyes widen. What?

"Can I help you?" I ask
"Uh what sorry no, just that sweater looks nice on you." He says blushing from embarrassment.
"Aww, is someone embarrassed?"
"Maybe." He says laughing
"Where am I sleeping?"
"I don't have a roommate so you can sleep on the other bed."
"Okay." I say and lay in the bed
"Goodnight Jen"
"Goodnight Connor."
With that I fell asleep

Im confused. I lift my head and see im tied to a chair. What? I see people holding all the people I care about. My family, Jessica, and....Connor. They were hurting him! I start screaming his name and pulling on the rope. I wake up screaming and crying. It was a nightmare. Connor jumps up and looks at me.

"Oh my gosh Jen are you okay?!" He asks worried.
"Yeah..yeah just a nightmare." I say crying
"Do you want to talk about it?" He asks
"Yeah. I was tied in a chair. And I saw these people holding up everyone I care about. It was my family, Jessica, and..and you.. They were hurting you and I was screaming for them to stop... I-I-I- I couldn't s-s-stop them.." I break down crying and he hugs me.
"It's okay it wasn't real. Your family, Jessica and I are okay." He hugs me and saying calming words to me. I finally stop crying.
"Connor?"
"Yeah?"
"Can I..sleep with you...I'm scared." I ask innocently
"Yeah, sure." We climb in his bed and he gives me enough room to have a space between us. I roll on my side and shut my eyes. Suddenly I feel arms wrap around me and a head in my neck. His arms made me feel safe.

I am safe...

Hi!!! This came to me while I was day dreaming so here it is!! I really like writing these chapters so place show your support! Thanks!! Xxxx :D