Frantastic Lovers

Best Friend and Lover

Connor's POV~

I wake up with Jen in my arms. Last night was rough. I wish she didn't have any nightmares. It isn't fair to her. She's so innocent. I check my phone for the time and see its 5:30. Usually I wake up around now and go for a jog, for a few days I haven't done that since I wanted to hang out with Jen. I decide eventually to get up and take a shower. When I'm done I see its almost 6, so I get dressed and put my running shoes on. Before I leave I decide to make Jen breakfast. I go out of the dorm to the cafeteria to cook her food. I think along the way of what I want to make her....I got it! French toast, sunny side eggs, bacon and I'll pour her a glass of orange juice.

After about 30 minutes later every thing is cooked, so I decide to set it up fancy for her. I walk back to the door and decide to put it nicely on the table. Before I leave I wrote her a nice note to let her know I'm okay and that I'm just going to the store and taking a run. Once I'm done I leave it on the nightstand and head out the door.

As I'm running around the block I really get to look at all the nature around me. The leaves changing colors to orange, red, yellow and brown. The autumn air really refreshes me. It's not to hot and not too cold. Just sweater weather. No pun intended.

I run for about 3 hours and decide to walk around town and look at stores I haven't ever been into. Maybe buy a few things. I go into the mall and go into some stores that I've never been into. Then go into town and go to some local shops. Then of course, head to Starbucks. I'm such a white girl.

After I shop and get my Starbucks I decide I should head back to campus. Maybe I should of thought this through a bit more. I'm laughing all of my bags and the campus is a couple miles away. Great..

I FINALLY get back to my dorm and just crash on my bed and relax for a few minutes. I notice Jens not here. Hmm. She probably left with Jessica. I put away all of the new stuff I bought and go on my phone. I check Twitter and Instagram. While I'm scrolling on Instagram I see a "Jonnor" fan account. Wow. People are shipping is? Not surprised. I look at all of the edited pictures and smile. I love Jen. I know your probably think, 'You haven't even known her more than two months and you 'love' her?' Yes I do. It's kinda like I said before. Love at first sight. At least that what I believe.

To be honest, I don't want my fans to know I'm dating her. Not that there's anything wrong with her, I just want one thing to be personal for me. I share a lot of myself on the Internet, I would like to keep my relationship private. I'll have to talk to her about that. Maybe she agrees? Who know.

Around 6 I go out to this new burger place down town go dinner. Jens still not back yet and I'm kinda worried. I hope she's with Jessica. She hasn't answered any of my text or calls and that worries me. She always answers.

I eat faster than I should of because I'm worried and having anxiety. I never really have anxiety but when I don't know where a loved one is I really have bad anxiety. It's uncommon for me.

I get back and it's now 7. Where is she? If she isn't back by 11 I'll really start freaking out. I don't think I wouldn't be able to handle it and go find her. Even though the campus security would stop me I would push pass them and find her if I need to. She's my best friend and girlfriend, I can't let anything happen to her.

It's now 9 and I have already bitten all of my nails and I'm chewing on my cheek. Im have super anxiety. I've text her about 90 times and called 30. I just hope she's back soon.

It's 10 and I finally get a text from her.

Jenny<3

I'm so sorry! My phone was off and I was with Jessica having a girls day out. I'm so sorry Connor! We're coming back now.

Me:

Thank god you are okay. I was freaking out cause you always take calls and always text back. I'm sorry I overreacted. It was just instinct. I can't let anything happen to you.

Jenny<3

Don't worry I'm fine. I do appreciate it though <3

Me:

Good and your welcome boo <3

She finally comes back I practically jump on her. We hug for about 5 minutes and decide to let go even though I didn't want to. We decide it was a rough night and I to bed early.

I'm nervous to talk to her. I shouldn't though. She's my best friend and lover. I shouldn't ever be scared...