Frantastic Lovers

Forever and Always

Connor's POV~

I haven't seen Jen since last night. I woke up and she wasn't there so I just assumed she was at her dorm. I text her telling her to come over cause I needed to talk to her. She says okay and I start freaking out

I wait impatiently by the door, pacing back and fourth. What if she doesn't feel the same? I understand we are together but I don't know what we are. Will she think I'm a idiot? Ugh! Too many thoughts. I heard a gentle knock on the door and I jump. I slowly turn the knob and open the door. I see Jen stand there prettier than ever.

"Hey, you wanted to talk to me?" She asks. I can tell she's nervous. I hope she isn't think I'm breaking up with her cause I'm not. I don't think I could, I love her too much.
"Yeah." I lead her to the couch and sit her down. I sit down next to her. I take a deep breath in and spill out what I'm thinking.

"Look, I'm not sure what your feeling about our relationship. I feel SO happy. Yet again I'm scared. I just don't want to share our relationship with my fans. For now at least. I just feel this is OUR private thing and I want it to remain private. I love you too much, I don't want them to say harsh things or them to be too into our relationship. I was just wondering if you felt the same." She looks at me and her eyes widen with shock and also happiness....happiness? She jolts up and hugs me. I'm so confused.
"I feel the same way! I was going to tell you tomorrow but I'm so glad you feel the same!" As she says this my body is filled with relief.
"I'm so glad you feel the same! I was so worried for nothing." I say and pull her close to me. We pull back just inches apart and I peck her lips. She goes in for another hug and I hug back. She pulls away sadly after about 2 minutes.
"Want to watch a movie?" She asks.
"Yeah sure. What would you like to watch?" She sits there thinking.
"How about we watch a show. The walking dead? If you want." She asks.
"Yeah that's perfect!" We go on Netflix and put it on.

We watchable few episodes and she falls asleep in my arms. She looks so peaceful sleeping. So innocent. So calm. I'm realizing of how attached I am to this girl and how much I love her. We have been together for a few weeks and I already love her too much. I guess she has that effect on people. I just study every detail about her. Her little hidden freckles, how her mouth twitches a little when she sleeps. How her hair Hangs down past her shoulders. She's just perfect. I'm so happy she's mine.

Eventually I fall asleep dreaming away.

----------------------------------------------Jens POV~
I awake in Connors arms and reach in my pocket for my phone. It reads 11:24 pm. Wow it was so early when we started watching the walking dead. I don't even remember falling asleep. I try to pry out of Connors arms to get up and leave, but heifer I could he grabs my arms and pulls me back. I want to protest but again, a smile is smacked on my face.

"Please stay.." He mumbles in a sleepy tone.
"But I'll be late for school tomorrow." I say, yet still wanting to stay.
"We can be late together...if you want." He says sitting up
"I don't want you to be late either. Oh wait! How about I just get my stuff and bring it here. Then I can just get ready with no issue." I say almost stuttering
"Yeah go do that, but hurry we need sleep." He says and gets up walking to his bed.
"Okay I'll try." I say and head toward the door and finally rush out to my dorm.

Once I get into my dorm, I look over seeing Jessica sprawled out on her bed sleeping. I tip toe over to my closet and carefully open up. I pick out a cream color, long sleeve tight shirt,black jeans, and underwear. I close my closet and walk over to the shoe pile and get my cream colored flats. I tip toe to the bathroom and grab my make up, straightener, dry shampoo, a few hair products, hair spray, deodorant, perfume, and tooth brush. I tip toe towards the door when I hear Jessica say
"I knew you'd sneak out to see lover boy, have fun and be safe." Then she falls back asleep. I try to hold in my laugh and head towards Connors dorm.

I knock on his door quietly and walk in slowly just incase he's sleeping. I look over and see him dozing off on his bed. I tip toe over his bathroom and put my stuff down quietly. I walk back to his bed and carefully crawl in with him. His eyes flutter open and puts his one arm around my waist and buries his head in my neck.

"Goodnight Jen." He mumbles and peck my neck.
"Goodnight con."

And again drift off in a wonderland of sleep.

----------------------------------------------Jens POV~

I wake up to Connors alarm going off. 5:00. Ughhh! I really don't enjoy waking up at 5 for 5 days straight. I go into the bathroom and get my stuff and tell him to take a shower since I took one the day before. While he's in the shower I get dressed in my outfit I picked. I slip on my flats and walk over to a big mirror he has. I take out my make up and apply my foundation, eyeliner and mascara. I take out my hair from my bun I had in last night and brush it out. I spray in hair products and then my dry shampoo. I plug In My straightener and spray in heat protection spray and wait for it to heat up. Once it heats up Connor steps out of the bathroom fully clothed and hair done. Guys are so lucky all they need to do is shower, put on an outfit, fix their hair a little and boom, they're done. I begin straightening my hair and Connor walks next to me.

"You know, you don't need make up. You look beautiful without it." He says kissing my cheek.
"Doesn't matter if I do or don't, I feel more comfortable with it on." I say. He looks in the mirror to my eyes.
"Then my new goal is to make you believe and feel that you are beautiful without make up and to be comfortable with out it." He looks serious. I can't even form words.
"I-I'm not too sure if that will work." I say stuttering stupid nerves.
"It will, don't worry" he says and walk to his bed getting his stuff into his bag.

I finish straightening my hair and put on Perfume and deodorant. I look in the mirror to check if I look good and have everything before I get my bag. I grab my bookbag and sling it over my shoulder and Connor takes my hand to walk out the door. As we do we see a group of, what it looks like, football players down the hall. They hear the door shut and stare at us. There is no way around them. Uh oh.

We walk over to them, and Connor doesn't even look scared. I'm afraid something will happen cause that stupid guy trying to flirt with me a few weeks ago is there with them. My hands start sweating and Connor notices. He looks at me and the look he gives me is "don't worry, I got this". We make it up to them.

"Excuse me can we get through please." Connor asks.
"Why, so you can go fuck your girlfriend?" Him and his friends start laughing.
"No idiot there is school." Connor spits back.
"Only if your girl comes with me." He says walking closer to me. I just step back.
"Get the hell away from me." I say as mean as I can.
"Why sugar, don't you want this?" He says pointing to himself and leaning close to me.
"No! I will never ever ever want "that"" I saw almost gagging. He starts leaning in to kiss me and Connor grabs him by the shoulder and punches him. The boy looks shocked and terrified.
"If you ever...I mean EVER even go near her again. I swear to my LIFE I will hunt you down. I don't care if I get expelled, I will never let you touch, look, or think about Jen. She is mine. And I'm hers. so if you don't like that then FUCK OFF." Connor then punched him in the face again and grabs my hand.
"Let's go." We run towards the school building and I'm still in shock over what happened. I can still remember the smell of his breath. The smell of alcohol and cigarettes. It's so revolting. I never want to go near him again.

Connor stops me from walking in the building and hugs me so tight. I hug right back.

"I never want to lose you. Ever. I don't care what happens, I'm looking after you and I don't care if I get expelled. I will not let anyone take you away." He says almost like he is crying.
"Connor, you will never lose me. Ever. I promise you that. Forever and always."
"Forever and always." He mumbles in my shoulder and we continue hugging fore hat feels like forever.

Forever and always...

---------------------------------------------Hey! I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while. I'm just so busy with school I haven't found anytime. I'll try and update ASAP. I hope you like this chapter!

~Jess~