𝐘/𝐍'𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕
You call me on the telephone, you feel so far away. You tell me to come over, there's some games you want to play. I'm walking to your house, nobody's home. Just me and you and you and me alone
It's been a few days since the day I left the class room leaving Arvin. It's been awkward between me and him during lessons and all I can think about is how much I miss him. I can't go back because it will just break my heart. Being stuck down in a relationship that is a one way is not healthy. I can't keep taking a back seat waiting for him to say what I want to hear. I don't want to put pressure on him but I really need to know. I guess we aren't together anymore but I know it's eating both of us up piece by piece. Well I know it is to me. Arvin has no expressions to what he is feeling on the outside. He has to be happy all the time for school. He's been trying to get through to me so I guess he is missing me too? I keep declining his call scared of what might happen. My phone started to buzz mentioning to a message has come through. I grabbed it off the side to see Arvin has messaged me.
Arv ~ come over
Me ~ why?
Arv ~ please
Me ~ fineI wonder what's wrong with him. I thought this was over. I thought he didn't want me. I shook away my thoughts and got dressed. I took a deep breath before getting into the taxi on my way to my ex lovers house. Once I got there I knocked and waited for Arvin to answer. Arvin suddenly opened the door revealing him shirtless with a pair of black jeans on. I blushed at the sight. It was just me and him alone. He let me in and we sat on his sofa not saying anything
We're just playing hide and seek. It's getting hard to breathe under the sheets with youI don't want to play no games
I'm tired of always chasing, chasing after youWe both looked at each other like we was lost. His brown eyes looking of lust and a bit of love behind them. "Arvin-" I was cut off by Arvin smashing his lips to mine. I didn't even try to stop him. The fact that I've been chasing him around all these days. I'm tired of running around. I didn't bother about it. I just continued to kiss him. We suddenly get up and go to the bedroom. We all know what happens from there
Wake up in your bedroom and there's nothing left to say. When I try to talk you're always playing board games. I wish I had monopoly over your mind. I wish I didn't care all the time
The next morning I woke up in his bed next to him. Once I knew what we did I started to panic. Why the heck did I do this!? This was a bad decision to come over when he said to. Maybe this was all that he wanted. Suddenly Arvin wakes up and turns to me. I was staring at the ceiling scared to stare into his eyes. He sighs and gets up. "Do you want some breakfast?" He asks me. That's the first thing he says to me all night. "Seriously that's the first thing you say to me?" He closes his eyes and takes a deep breath "it was a question" he says "it's stupid Arvin we aren't gonna talk about what just happened?" I shout getting up getting the clothes off the floor "what do you want me to say!?" Is he having a laugh right now.
Ring around the rosy. I never know, I never know what you need. Ring around the rosy, I want to give you, want to give you
What you needWe've been arguing for a bit. He doesn't understand what he did wrong. "I never know what you need" he shouts at me. "Cause you never listen to me" I say. He rolls his eyes at me. "I do listen to you but you are so stubborn. I'm not the one that walked away from our relationship you did y/n only because I said we should wait to go public after graduation cause I know what it will mean" he shouts at me like he was blaming me "now your blaming me" I say finding my stuff on his floor. "You know what Arvin i don't give a fuck about you anyway whoever said I give a shit about you" he looks at me in disbelief "oh wow thanks y/n you know I care for you. I would do anything for you. I wish I didn't fuck it all up. I asked you over to sort it but all we have done is argue and now you say this wow" he storms out the bedroom into the kitchen where I hear him messing about in there. I sigh at what I just said to him knowing it was a lie. I sit on the bed and think about what just happened. I decided to get off his bed and go downstairs
He making breakfast. He didn't look at his happiest. Well of course he isn't we just had a fight. "You know I give a fuck about you everyday" my sudden outburst made him turn away from making breakfast to look at me "I guess it's time I tell you the truth" he short smiles at me making his way over "if I share my thoughts will you let me stay?" I smile at him. He chuckles and just plainly nods. "Don't want leave this play date with you" i chuckle at my own joke and so did he. "I'm sorry I was such a dick this morning" he says to me "no I'm sorry I was being a dick too I just really missed you and thought you didn't miss me too" he looked at me shocked. "What? Of course I missed you I've been missing you so much" I smile "really" he nods "I actually thought about what you said about Graduation" he nods "yeah?" I look into his brown eyes and say "I will wait" he smiles and lands short kiss on my lips "thank you baby" he says to me "does that mean we are together?" I ask not Sure where I exactly stand "yes we are baby" he winks making me blush. I hope graduation comes soon.
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