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I don't need protecting part 2 (A. R)

Y/n's pov

I ran into the woods. What was I thinking? I don't know where about in the woods I am. I found a fallen tree and decided to sit on not minding the mud. I couldn't think straight. My mind was still fuzzy. My mind kept going back to the bodies. I can't even think about arvin without seeing blood on his hands. I couldn't move. Scared that if I move I will pass out or be sick. So I just looked down at the floor. I felt tears fall down my face uncontrollably. How could i ever possibly fall in love with a killer? Suddenly my phone signalled me that someone has texted me starling me. It was arvin....

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I actually told him I was scared. I'm actually am scared. I know he said he was protecting me but I don't need protecting and killing people isn't the way to do things. That's not protecting. Not to me. I can't think straight. Is this really happening. A twig was snapped making me jump up from the branch. I turn around to see arvin. I step backwards. "You don't have to be afraid of y/n I will never hurt you" he says softly. I could tell he has been crying because his eyes was red and his cheeks was puffy. "Well I am" I say my voice breaking "baby I wou-" I cut him off shaking my head "don't call me that" tears flew down my cheeks fast. "Please don't be like this" he pleads. "Be like what aye!? I'm supposed to be ok after you killed 2 people in front of me!" I shout "no of course not but-" I gave him a sarcastic laugh "there's your answer arvin how can I be ever the same around you!?" He looked at me with sad eyes "do you love me?" I ask "of course I do!" He shouted making me flinch and his face went soft "you really are scared of me" he said and all I could do was nod. "I'm such a dick" he says put his head in his hands "you can say that again" I mumbled "what are we supposed to do arvin?"

We were stood in silence for 10 minutes. Only my cries could be heard. I just kept thinking about arvin killing them boys. "Have you killed anyone else?" I suddenly asked startling arvin "well-" that's all I needed to know that he has done it before "you've got listen to me y/n" I scoff "please" he pleaded "how can I!? When all you do is lie to me!" I cry more "they was bad people I had to do it!" He shouted back "no you didn't! There's a choice arvin! There's always a choice! What did they do to lenora?" I ask "they bullied and beat her" he says looking down. "The others I killed was a preacher he got lenora pregnant and then 3 people tried to kill me so it was kill or be killed" he says "I'm not proud of it y/n most of time I can't live with myself and then when you came into my life I needed to protect you and I know what they was gonna do to you I know" he says looking at me and I could tell just by his eyes he was telling the truth but that doesn't mean I should trust him "what about if I get mad at you and have a really heated argument with you are you gonna shoot me!?" I shout "no of course not baby I swear! I love you more than anything I would never hurt the people that I love" I shook my head and looked down "yeah but arvin they had parents that loved them so I don't know" i look at him and he had his head down. "I'm a fucking fool" he fell on his knees. I suddenly had the urge to go up to him and hug him. So I did. I slowly put my arms around him and he wrapped his arms around me pulling me closer to him. We sat there for about 5 minutes saying nothing till arvin spoke up. He said something that shocked me more. "Let's run away together...."