Love fades but not for you

Chapter 4

*louis hears Harry and stops when he gets to the front door, knowing he has trigged Harry, he decides to call Niall for help*
Niall: tommo, what's up?
Louis: it's Harry he's freaking out Niall. He told me to come over so we could talk and me explain things but some shit got a little to deep. He's screaming and it sounds like he's destroying his room.
Niall: fuck Louis. I told you the best thing you could do was to keep your distance from him for now. You've trigged all the shit that's caused his trauma, you understand that don't you?
Louis: I-I what do I do, I was going to go up there and calm him dow—
Niall: NO you need to leave, go get the hell out of the house now Louis.
Louis: I don't want to leave him like this, he sounds completely broken. All of this is because of me? Niall I done this to him.
*louis gets in his car and turns the key, it's taking everything in him not to walk back inside but he's trusting Niall that this is the best option*
Niall: yea lou, you did & then you showed up out of the blue like you expected for him not to be fazed by any of it ?
Louis: the thing is tho Niall I'm living here. I moved back.
Niall: Jesus fuck Louis. What the hell were you thinking. I'm on my way, I'm 35 minutes away now.
Louis: you'll let me know how he is won't you Niall?
Niall: yea lou I will
Louis: maybe I should just wait out in the drive way until you get here?
Niall: Louis you don't understand, when he gets like this is bad really fucking bad ok. He could hurt you & not even mean to do so. It's best if you just go or at least pull onto the street so he dosent see your vehicle in the drive.
*the call ends, Louis tosses his phone in the seat, gripping onto the steering wheel he starts hitting it. * why did I let them do this to us, I should've never listened to any of them & the bull shit they filled my head with. I've caused him to turn into a complete fucking stranger, a monster perhaps? I will make this right. I'll keep my distance for now for him , but I will get harry back*
*What seems to take Niall ages to get there he's finally pulling in like a bat out of hell, Louis rushes out of his car to Niall's car door.*
Louis:Should I go in with you ?
Niall: no Louis for the last damn time. I'm not trying to be rude with you but no I've told you it's not safe. I don't want him hurting you and then hate himself even more alright mate.

*louis nods his head & walks back to his car, watching Niall run inside the house he's holding a deep breath*

Niall: Harry? Harry mate it's Niall. I came as soon as I could.
*nialls starts up the stairs cautiously*
Niall: Harry I need you to answer me!
*opening harrys bedroom door slowly he dosent see him, just a destroyed bedroom. Walking in he eyed the room seeing the bathroom door shut. Rushing to it he turns the knob but it won't open. Harry has locked the door*
Niall: Harry open the door.
*silence is all he hears*
Niall: HARRY OPEN THE DAMN DOOR!
*panicking Niall looks around the room for something to beat in the door with, seeing nothing he decides to throw his self at the door. Knocking the breath out of himself he steps back and runs with his shoulder hitting the door, still the door isn't opening.*
Niall: Harry please for the love of god open the goddamn door *niall says with a shaky voice, grabbing his phone trembling to dial Louis*
Louis: hey is—
Niall: I CANT GET THE BATHROOM DOOR OPEN!!!
*Louis dosent answer back, Louis jumps out of his car not closing the car door or shutting off his car. Speeding to the house he runs in and skips three stair steps when racing up the stairs, getting to harrys room he pushes Niall out of the way. Niall watches Louis Kicking the handle, while he's pacing back and forth.*
*CLINK* hearing the handle hit the floor
shoving the door open Niall pushes past louis. louis falls straight to his knees, the breath knocked completely out of his lungs not sure if his hearts still beating. Watching Niall roll Harry over from his stomach to his back, he starts pumping his stomach, sticking his fingers down harrys throat to try and make him vomit. Harry's lips are blue and his whole body pale and turning cold. Louis hears Niall but can't make out what he's saying. He knows he's right in front of him but he sounds so far away*
Niall: LOUIS, call the ambulance now. Harry I need you to come to. Come on mate.
*louis snapping out of his traumatized state he speed dials 911. My my friend he's had an overdose please hurry. Princess park the white house on the left. Giving them the information they need he hangs up*
Louis: they are on the way. * Louis crawls over to where Harry and Niall are. Staring at Harry he reaches over and turns the cold water on in the shower. Pulling Harry to the shower he gets in first having Niall help put Harry in. Harry now laying in front of Louis on his chest in front of the cold shower. Letting it hit right onto harrys face and body. The Freezing water is taking Louis breath away, talking to Harry through shivering teeth*
Louis: I'm so sorry, you've got to wake up now Harry. I'll go away, I'll let you go like you want you've just got to wake the hell up luv ok
*louis rubbing his hand over harrys hair rocking him back and forth with his other arm rapped around his body*
Louis: I swear I never meant to do this to you baby, I didn't want you to do this, you shouldn't have done this to yourself. Please come back. I need you Harry even if you hate me. I fucking need you here luv, find my voice babe.
*louis says through the hot tears streaming down his face mixing with the cold water
Niall: I don't have a clue on how long he's been out lou. Its got to be At least 15 minutes now. What the fuck do we do!!
*niall says pacing the floor and pushing his hands through his own hair*

*I hope you guys are enjoying this so far & hopefully it's keeping you interested!* much luv* :)<3