Love fades but not for you

Chapter 38

September 28th

"Thank you for helping get everything set up and in place." I tell Gemma and lottie watching as they finish doing their make up.

"It wasn't a problem Harry, we loved helping you guys! I can't believe you guys are saying "I do" in a few short hours." Gemma flashed her bright smile at me.

"I know!"

"Are you nervous?" Lottie asks curling her hair.

Am I nervous? fucking right I'm nervous. I shouldn't be but I am. Why am I nervous?

"Erm yea actually, pretty nervous." Grinning at her through the mirror.

"It's just Lou H, you guys have known each other for years and have loved each other for as long as I can remember." Gemma tells me, trying to calm me a bit.

It's not helping honestly. I want this day to be perfect, perfect for Louis.

Taking a look outside, I see the arch where I'll be standing and waiting for the love of my life. The girls done a pretty good job with the arch. They added some vines and roses to it, actually makes it look beautiful. I wonder if Louis has seen it? He really wanted those white roses threw in somewhere.

I turn back around and fell my mouth is a little dry. I need some water or a drink, yea a big tall glass of whiskey would help me at this second but I want to be fully sober when I hear him say "I do".

"Harry don't even think about going to find Louis." Lottie raises her brow and hold the curling iron out pointing it at me.

"Or what? You gonna burn me lots?" Giving her a cheeky grin before opening the door.

"I mean it Harry!"

"I'm not I'm not! I'm going to get some water Jesus, calm your tits lot." I hear her and Gemma laughing when I shut the door behind me.

Walking down the hall I see the door Louis is behind. It's taking everything in me not to open it. I've not seen him in 24 hours. Everyone was saying it's bad luck to see him the day of the wedding, that it's best if we stayed other places for the night. I went to mom and gemmas hotel and let Louis stay at the house with lottie and his mom. I spelt like shit, not use to him not being beside of me sleeping, curled up behind me with his slim toned arm around my waist.

Stopping dead in front of the door, I stand staring at it. I rest my hand on my side of the door and pat it three times.
I
Love
You

Waiting for a few seconds I hear four pats coming from his side.

I
Love
You
Too

I smile like an idiot, leaving my hand rested on the door smiling so big my teeth are showing.

"I love you Lou." I whisper to the door.

"I love you H." His tiny whisper comes through.

Letting my hand slide down, I stick it in my pocket and make my way to the fridge in the reception area. I grab a bottled water and open the cap chugging the water within a few seconds.

Today is the day I marry the man I've always loved, the one I've always dreamed about having for the rest of my life, until one of us parts this world by death. I've never wanted someone so much as I do him. I've never wanted anything more than to spend my life on this world with him. He's the only thing that matters in my world, well I mean gem and mom matter to but that's in a different way.

Walking over to the windows I see liam, his parents, grandma and grandpa, my mom, and Louis grandma and grandpa sitting in their chairs.

God if I wasn't already nervous enough, this makes it even worse.