Love fades but not for you

Chapter 5

*Hearing nothing but the shower fill the room Louis continues to hold Harry rocking him back and forth*
Louis: you can hate me, you can hate me forever as long as you come back to us H FUCK WAKE UP. *
Louis shouts through tears, right when he takes a breath from screaming Louis hears a voice coming from in front of him*
Harry: I'll always hate you but I'm always going to need you more.
*Louis eyes go wide and he moves to the side looking at Harry's face as he places his hand on his cheek. Niall runs over to the shower getting on his knees. Harry starts vomiting foam from all the X he took. Louis squeezing Harry with the arm he has wrapped around his chest from holding him*
Niall: bloody hell Harry, I really thought you were gone this time. *niall says resting his head on the side of the tub*
*hearing the sirens pull out front niall stands and walks down stairs and waits by the door for the ems to come in*
Louis: this scared the living fucking shit out of me Harry, do you have any idea what it would be like if, no ya know what never mind. I'm just fucking glad you're awake.
Harry: I don't feel right lou, my inside feel like they are ripping apart. *harry starts coughing*
Louis: ems is here they are taking you to make sure you're going to be alright & me & Niall will be right behind them with the flashers on.
Harry: you know I don't like being in an ambulance alone.
Louis: I'll ride with you, if that's what you want haz. *louis says while pushing harrys hair out of his face*
Harry: yea, alright I'll go then.
*niall leads ems up to where Harry is, they lift him out of the tub, drenched in water placing him on the stretcher and stealing the belts around him Harry inhaled deeply and lets out a groan squinting his eyes shut*
Louis: I'm right behind you Harry. *louis looks at the end guy and Niall*
Louis: he wants me to ride in with him, if you day no he won't go. He dosent like ambulances.
Niall: it's fine with me mate I'll be behind you guys in my vehicle.
*EMS nods agreeing with lou. Loading Harry up Louis gets in and sets on the side resting his hand on Harry's stretcher as they take off to the hospital*
Harry: lou I didn't mea—
Louis: not right now Harry just rest alright.
*harry reaches for Louis hand and places it by his side clenching it*
*Arriving to the hospital Harry gets placed in a room. Louis & Niall by his side the whole time, the dr comes in and give him fluids and does an evaluation. He gets asked if this was a suicide attempted or an accidental overdose.
Harry: it was accidental I took more than what it said to on the bottle, I didn't read it right doc.
*Niall staring at the ground knowing the truth because this is one of the lies he's told before to a different doctor*
*writing everything down to be placed in Harry's file. having him stay over night they give him a paper to sign if he needed surgery or anything as such they could do so, with that the dr leaves them to be alone*
Niall: you know they are going to catch on if you keep saying it was accidental H, you need help lad and I've tried. I'm always going to be here for you & with you through it all but obviously my help isn't enough.
Harry: No Niall, I'm not fucking talking to someone about my fucking problems. I know I'm fucked up, so why would I go and listen to someone else tell me the same shit that I already know yea? You help I just had a trigger that's it. Fucking drop it. I'm here I'm alive aren't I. * harry hisses *
*walking to harrys bed side*
Niall: YOU BARELY WERE ALIVE HARRY! you were unconscious for goddamn 15 or so minutes!
Louis: Guys if you keep yelling someone's going to come in & ask for us to leave. *louis points to Niall & hisself*
Louis: I know this was a big deal but we've got to stay calm we can't be shouting in a fucking hospital.
Niall: no lou you don't know shit. While you were out living your best life forgetting about us, ME, it was me, I've been here taking care of his ass making sure he didn't do any of this stupid shit again because of you. So until you live through this for almost 2 years not knowing if he's dead when you walk in his room or if you can leave him alone to go run an errand don't speak on the subject.
*Niall shakes his head & leaves the room*