!DISCONTINUED! ♡ Paper Planes. [DEATHSHIPPING]

Prologue

     It was weird. It was unnatural, for sure. For Marikuu to feel so deep about someone he barely knew. Ra, it was strange Marikuu cared for someone at all! The male had always been known to be nothing but a cold-hearted asshole, who would care for no ones safety and ass but his own. And if people couldn't notice that from jump, Marikuu would make sure they knew. The people who others knew as his 'friends' were nothing but just followers, making sure they wouldn't get chewed up and spit out like gum.
     The papers leading into the romantic message were laid out in front of the boy, as he tried to swallow the lump in his throat. He may have cared, but he couldn't show that, even if he was by himself in his bedroom. He clenched his fist, tightly; aggravated. "You idiot... you fucking idiot.." Marikuu growled under his breath. His brain was overflown with thoughts he never imagined having before:

"How didn't I notice sooner?"
"Maybe I love him too?"
"Is this just some stupid gay fanfiction I'm trapped in?"

     But the biggest thing Marikuu could only think of, no matter how many times he just wanted it to end, was why. Why was he so dumb to do this? Why did he leave? Why did he leave Marikuu trapped in a dumb city where he can actually treat everyone like shit? Was it Marikuu's fault he ran? Was Marikuu showing who he wanted to actually be not enough?

Why did he break that promise?

     It was getting hard. Hard to not cry, which was something Marikuu had never experienced, and had hoped he never would've. Never would've the poor tough boy have thought, that one day, on a drizzling Saturday night, that he, in his own bedroom, would choke on his own tears, trying so hard not to make anymore eye contact with the remains of the only boy he truly trusted, and loved.

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A/N
Sorry for such a short prologue, I think prologues are supposed to naturally be short, but I know cliff-hangers suck ass. Not to worry! I'm going to try my best to update this story with new chapters as best and much I can. I'll try and make chapter 1 a bit more longer.
I hope you enjoyed!

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