I'm Casting Spells

Saddest Bitch

Kady held lil man and we watched the new paw patrol movie, and ate our food, kady picked at the food but lil man ate. So it was definitely just her. She passed Gabby lil mans and ran to the bathroom to throw up. She wiped get mouth and laid in the floor crying. I say beside her

"Baby. Speak to me."

"I can't eat I try then I get sick every single time and I don't like it." She had tears streaming down her face. I picked her up wiping her tears

"Well you go sit with everyone else I'll call a doctor" she nodded and sighed. She got up and I stayed calling the doc who said he'd be here at 9pm. Gabby and Alex looked at me when I walked in and just shook their head, I wasn't sure what was going on. Kady picked lil man up and headed to his room to put him to bed. It was 8pm after all.

"Baby gravy, does that ring a bell?"
Alex just stared at me and I was still really confused.

"Well it's her password, and I call her baby"  Gabby and Alex looked at me

"Well let's just say in about what eight to nine months from now something gonna happen" Gabby looked at me, and I looked at her wide eyed

"Y-you mean?"

"Yeah dummy." Alex spoke  "go check on her. Don't mention it tho. Only Gabby is suppose to know."

"I wasn't suppose to tell anyone. But I couldn't keep it secret long." Gabby spoke and I headed upstairs where I peaked into lil mans room, where he was asleep, I snuck in and kissed him on the head before closing the door and then headed to our room where kady was picking out pajamas

"Hey baby" I put my arms around her waist and she giggled

"I gotta tell you something. It's kinda scary, and honestly I don't expect you to understand how scary this is"
She sighed and I listened.

"Okay baby I'm listening" I kissed the top of her head and picked her out one of my shirts to wear

"I-well Gabby knows somewhat, but I was pregnant. "
I looked down at her confused.

"Was? What do you mean by that?"
I helped her put my shirt on and she went to the nightstand and pulled out a ultrasound from the day after she moved in here to a few days later, I looked at them and my heart broke, in the first few there was a baby about six weeks, I knew it wasn't my baby but still I loved kady. In the last few there was no baby. I looked up at her and she stood there and teared up, I pulled her in and I cried as well.

"I don't fully understand, but I'm here, and I want to help in any way possible." She looked up at me and I wiped her tears

"Y-your crying?" I froze, I didn't cry Infront of anyone, she's heard my voice when I cried before but never seen me cry. I just nodded and she hugged me and cried more.

"P-please don't cry, i-i know I'm not the best at this stuff b-but i-i would have took care of both of you. I love lil man and I know that the baby wasn't mine but I would have taken responsibility" my voice shook and I rubbed her back

"I-I appreciate you more than ever. I wanna just eat. I wanna forget about this stuff. I-i"
I stopped her

"It's okay. You can stay in here and I will talk to the doctor for you. I'll let the doctor know what's going on and maybe they'll give you something to help."

She nodded and hugged me close
"W-what are we going to tell the two downstairs?"
She asked shakily

"Well, i-im not sure how I will word it but I'll let them know. You stay here. You rest and I'll take care of you. If you need anything at all you call me. Okay."

She nodded and I kissed her, covering her up. I couldn't help myself. I was falling in love more every day. And this was hard. I took the pictures and the test that was in the drawer and brought it with me, I went to Alex and Gabby, they just looked at me

"Gravy you been crying?" Gabby stood up

"Sit down. Your gonna want to."
She looked at me confused and sat down, I showed them the first ultrasounds and they smiled, I then handed them the others and they looked up at me

"S-she lost that baby. And she's not okay" they handed me back the pictures, I sat beside them.

"Oh" Gabby looked at her lap

"I'm sorry man " Alex spoke

"I-i know the baby wasn't gonna be mine, but neither is lil guy and I still love him, I wanna do something for her tho. I need you guys to let the doc in when he gets here. And explain to him what's going on. "

"Why what do you have planned?"

"Gabby will you stay with her? Alex will you come with me? I'll probably need your help."

They both agreed and me and Alex headed out. I went to the store a bought a drop box, with a few other things

"Your not crafty so you need my help putting it together?"

I nodded
"Look man I'm heartbroken, maybe not as much as her. But still."

He nodded and we checked out, going home and Alex helped me put the pictures that had the baby in the box along with the test and 'forever with us' before I looked at the time, it was 8:50. Gabby came down

"what's that?' she looked at it and smiled "cute, well she wanted some water, and she's almost asleep. "

I nodded and headed up to her, with some water and the picture box. She smiled a bit when she seen me, I set the water down then sat beside her

"I got something for you." I looked at her, then I looked down at it, and handed it to her, she teared up and smiled a bit

"Y-you made this for me?"

"Well Alex helped a bit" she smiled and looked at me

"Want me to hang it up?"
She nodded and I hung it up by the closets