I'm Casting Spells

tour

I woke up and packed Franklin a bag for tour. I couldn't let him be without me. I had a bad dream and it was scary. So I last minute put his stuff in the bus. Even his car seat was strapped in just in case. Matthew didn't know but I'm sure hed understand. I made us brunch and me and Franklin ate before Matthew came down and ate. I decided I shod tell him.
"Matthew. "
"Yes baby"
"I can't let Franklin be with anyone. I had a bad dream so he's going with us"
"Okay baby, pack him a bag"
"I already did"
"Okay, are you alright?"
"Yeah, I just been having bad... dreams"
I called Gabby. She had to pull through. She answered and I ran upstairs telling her to buy as many tests as possible. And come in but don't say shit to Matthew. This was serious. I could not be pregnant. Not right now.  Ten minutes pass and she came in locking the door. I took half the tests and we waited. I screamed when I seen the faint lines. And so did Gabby. Which then five seconds pass and Matthew is knocking. And we play it cool like it's a spider.
.......
"Matthew. "
"Yes baby"
"I can't let Franklin be with anyone. I had a bad dream so he's going with us"
"Okay baby, pack him a bag"
"I already did"
"Okay, are you alright?"
"Yeah, I just been having bad.... dreams" she trailed off and she looked away from me and picked her phone up. I wasn't sure what was going on but soon Gabby was in our house and smiled awkwardly at me. She ran upstairs with a bag. Okay this was sketchy. All of a sudden I heard two bloody screams so I ran up, they were in the master bathroom

"It's a spider. we got it. No big deal" gabby said

"Okay but what are you two doing in there?"

"Crack" they both started to laugh.

"Not really, were doing makeup" kady said and then I heard shuffling around and the door opened and the makeup was spread out

"Okay. I just kinda worried. Also little man's asleep

"Okay, well watch him. Me and kady need our nails done if that's okay? And our hair. We gotta look good. "

"Okay, sounds good to me send Alex over"

"He's on his way. He didn't even know I left this morning but when I got my new makeup I had to share."

"Sweet."

They got their shoes on and left. I picked up the makeup and there it was. Under the makeup bag was two pregnancy tests. With two lines each. I stared at them and I called Alex

"Bro get here now. "

"I'm pulling in you okay?"

"I dunno. I'm in the master bathroom."

"On my way"

He hung up and I heard him run up the stairs. When he seen what I was holding he looked at me

"Matthew you better put those back and act like you never seen them. I'm serious."

"Ho-how do I-i"

"Just trust me. When Gabby did that shit she got mad when I asked"

"Alex. There's lines. Like two lines "

"Oh my god, let me see"
He took them and his eyes went big.

"Definitely put them back. Let her tell you. I'm assuming that's why they ran off together. I'm assuming they're not only going to get hair and nails done but to go to a doctor. "

I nodded and put them back under the makeup back and messed up the makeup like it was. He nodded and we went to the game room

"Bro. What do I do. It's tour, I-i had everything planned."

"She's not due for nine months'

"We just said we wanted to wait. "

"Oh, well, it's okay."

"It's not. She's the one who wanted to wait "

"Oh. OH"

We heard little man and we went and got him. We let him play video games and we shut up. We had lunch and dinner and the girls showed up with hair and nails done and new bags. Gabby pointed to Alex and then the door. They left and kady kissed me and then took little man up to bed. When I went upstairs she was in the bathroom again. I heard her picking up her makeup. I knocked on the door.
"H-hold o-on please"

"Okay baby, I got your night clothes set out"

She opened the door and hugged me, and cried into me

"Baby what's wrong?"

"Everything happens on bad timing and that's why I'm not good enough"

"Shh, what are you talking about"

I helped her get into pajamas. And she calmed down

"W-well I-i let's go to bed"

"Okay? Are you sure?"

"Yeah we have to leave early tomorrow"

"Okay baby. I live you night"

"Night Matthew"

We went to bed. I woke up at 6am when my alarm was going off. Kady wasn't by me. I got up and dressed. Lil man wasn't here. I started to worry, but Alex and Gabby walked in
"Hey you. We helped stock snacks for little man in the bus. Kady's waiting for ya. Have fun"

"Thanks bro. Remember the day and time. Have Dannie and Athena there."

"Of course bro. We got you."
I got into the bus and we all buckled in. About a hour in kady made brunch and we ate. After she laid little man down she looked at me

"We need to talk. It's serious. "

"Okay?"

She turned around

"Close your eyes"
So I did
"Hold your hands out"
So I did.
"Okay open your eyes."

When I opened my eyes it was the two tests. The positive ones I found, excitement ran through me and I jumped up and hugged her
"For real?"
"For real."
"Is that why Gabby was here yesterday?"
"Yeah, your not mad or upset?"
"No baby of course not. How could I be? This is amazing!'
"I'm scared. "
"Me too. But we got this."
"I-i can't tell anyone else until it's safe "
"That's okay. I get it."
"Only Gabby Alex and us know. And we need to find a doctor at every place."
"I'll hire one. I'll call around and find a good one I promise."
"Really?"
"Yes. For you I'd do anything. Now come sit and cuddle with me".
She sat in my lap and I held her

"Four weeks so far. So my birthday got my ass knocked up"

"Oh my god"
We both laughed and she looked at me
"Well now i can decorate that too finally"

"I-i Matthew. I would wait. I'm scared, I don't wanna loose the baby like the last one and have stuff already picked out."

"O-oh I-i understand"

"I love you"

"I live you more" she got up and went and laid down. I went and laid down with her. She fell asleep so I got up and watched little man and cooked dinner. Right as dinner was done she came in, we all are and I got myself and little man showered and got him in bed. He was fast asleep and kady showered and we sat down in out bed.
"Well we're Halfway to our first stop. "

"I can't wait to see you preform. I thought Gabby and Alex were tagging along"

"They are. Just in Alex's bus. He didn't want us to be crowded"

"Ah, I get that. Let's sleep. Hopefully I can sleep better"

"I hope so too baby girl"

We snuggled and both fell asleep