Just By Chance

Just One Day

*trigger warning this chapter contains descriptions of abuse please be careful!

"What happened to you guys? Is everything okay? I know you might not want to talk about it and that's fine, it's just that you keep saying things that lead me to believe that things aren't okay." Rin spoke softly a concerned look on her face and a hint of sadness in her voice.

Jimin sighed it was hard for him to talk about but recently he had been feeling like he just had to get it off is chest. He felt like he couldn't hold it in anymore, his worry for his brothers, his worry for Army, and his worry for himself. "Well, I guess it would be nice to have someone to talk to about it all." He started and took in a deep breath preparing himself.

"Well, where do I start? I guess a couple of months ago is when I started to notice it but everything has just gotten so much worse since we started preparing for tour." Jimin closed his eyes and thought about everything that had been happening.

"The guys are really starting to wear thin, me too if I'm honest. Things have just been going so fast that its hard to catch a breath. I guess we're all just a little worked up, the problem is we tend to take it out on each other, not on purpose of course. But we are with each other more than we are with anyone else." Jimin frowned as he remembered a particularly bad fight that had happened while preparing for the concert, he had seen Rin at.

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"No Jin it's the other way! Come on we have to get this right we've only been doing this fifty times." Hobi-hyung said finally losing his patience with the eldest member. Everyone else sighed as Hobi restarted the music again.

"I'm trying my best!" Jin snapped back, he was tired of people coming down on him because of his dancing. He had been working extremely hard to get better at it ever since before they debuted. But at that point it had been hours of "No Jin this way." Or "No Jin faster." He couldn't take it anymore.

Jimin had seen the eldest's anger brewing but if he were honest with himself, he had been getting annoyed with Jin too. He felt bad, why should they be mad? Jin had improved immensely in dancing but all they seemed to be able to do was fight.

"Well, we are going to need you to try harder if were going to go up on that stage tonight and not make fools of ourselves." Yoongi retorted Jin glared at him and opened his mouth to say something but Namjoon put his hand on Jins shoulder.

"Guys we need to take a breath and stop fighting. It won't solve anything and all this arguing is doing is wasting time we could be spending preparing." Everyone watched Namjoon as he spoke. There was a reason he was the leader; he was extremely level headed and commanded a lot of respect when he spoke. Plus, he was really good at pulling apart the members when they fought and helping them come to their senses.

Namjoon took in a deep breath, Jimin could see how tired their leader was. Though he hid it well even Namjoon was starting to show cracks, Jimin wasn't sure how much more of it they could take. "Look, your both being too hard on Jin. He is trying his best and were all a little tired." Namjoon told Hobi and Yoongi causing the both of them to lower their heads in shame.

"And Jin." Jin looked at their leader as he addressed him. "I know your tired and I know your trying your best but we do have a concert coming up and we don't want to disappoint Army. All I ask is that you just take whatever you have left in you and use that to keep going." Jin nodded weakly.

Namjoon knew what he was asking of Jin, they were all running on fumes. At times many of them wondered if everything they were putting themselves through was worth it. They wondered if they kept pushing themselves how long would it be before they began to hate doing what they loved and at times it certainly wasn't hard for them to imagine it happening. Most of them were running on less then four hours of sleep a night, how much longer could they go?