Italian-American Mafia: Origin Story

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Hades Pov

Numbness is what I've grown quite fond of. Everything about me is numb. My mind, soul, body, hell even my life is numb.

I'm not the once bubbly, timid kid I once was. No I'm more cold and never have emotions on my face.

Sperm donor told me that every time he beat me . He kept on saying "You weak boy, crying because what you can't take a hit. I'm trying to toughen you up boy".

At first I thought this was the way to become a man, to endure all the pain and suffering, but as I got older I realize this was all wrong.

A man is someone who stands by someone he is loyal to. He doesn't beat on other people, but uplifts them.

A man is someone who you can depend on and is loyal to you as you are to him.

Maybe the saying is true, 'a dog is a mans best friend' because in some sense we are kind of like dogs.

Dogs are strong minded and will protect the ones they love. They will make sure you are taken care of and happy.

My whole life I've never experienced and ounce of happiness. I always have a blank face on because the more emotions I show, the more I get beat.

You would think me being Italian, they would love me like a typical cliche Italian family would, but no.

My own mother even gets on the beating sometimes, but other times she assaults me.

A mother is supposed to love his son and protect him, while the father does everything he can to turn him into the best man he can.

My life was quite different, my life I had to learn and create my own morals.

I had to achieve all my accomplishments by myself.

I didn't have anyone to lean or depend on when I needed someone the most.

I never got that mother and son relationship. I never had a father and son moment. All my creators moments were beating the hell out of me.

I've always thought about killing myself. I mean why would I not, Nobody wants me. They would be happy to know that I'm gone.

I can't- NO I won't get hurt anymore. Sometimes I feel like I'm alive but I'm not living, and those two words are deadly.

You go through the 'motions of everything yet I'm not happy at all. I never had the moment where I could go up to my parents and show them what I accomplished.

I never could go to their room because I had a nightmare. I never could go to them when I had made a mistake.

Everything I learned was from myself. I had to grow up faster than anyone ever could. I could never enjoy my life, because my happiness was stripped away from me.

I started to learn on my own, how to write, read, ride a bike, cook, laundry, anything parents should teach their kids I had to learn on my own.

I'm a prodigy kid. I already graduated college with degrees in Business, Medicine, and a Doctor. I've always was fascinated about Medicine.

I was also fascinated about the body as well. I mean so many bones and their purpose of their life. All your systems working together to help you live.

It's fascinating what the body can do, I also loved how people owned their own businesses as well.

You start from the bottom and work your way up to become the most powerful person ever.

I've always craved power, but I'm not power hungry. As seeing as its my last year of school I am going to make something of myself.

I already graduated college and I have one more year until I'm out of here, so why not!

My creators allowed me to go and they think they can control me like I'm some kind of puppet.

I let them have their fun but in the end, it will be my turn to laugh.

My name is Hades Apollo Rizzo and I will just show you why I'm the REAL puppet master.