Cant fall in love with the bad boy, Luke Hemmings

Chapter 11

*lukes pov*

"Sorry again man, I guess my mind took over my actions" Ashton nervously says.

It takes every cell in my body to be good for once, not to fight back its for Sel that I want to start on being better person. For her, I'd do anything I want to prove to her, I won't mess up.

Although, I wanted to punch Ashton's face in I took a deep breath.

"It's okay, it happens" I try to say as nice as possible.

"Okay, I got the first aid kit" Selena encounters.

"sit on the chair" she instructs.

I sit in the chair, and she cleans off my face. Luckily, there's no open wounds.

"Okay,your all set" she says.

"Thank you" I say.

"You're welcome" she replies.

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"How are you okay with this?" Selena exclaims to me, almost as if she can't believe it.

"Well, the old Luke would punch his face in, but the new Luke" I say while pointing to myself. "Turned the other cheek"

"Look Selena" I say quickly after. "I really like you-"

"Luke, I can't" Selena says cutting me off.

My heart is shattered into pieces, pieces that couldn't be put back together.I felt weak, numb and my mouth was dry. Who knew words, the girl who I thought was so weird, her words could break me, destroy me, in just 3 words.

"W-why?" I manage to croak out.

"Ashton, I've never seen him like this he's never beat up anyone like that it just tells me how maybe, your just not right for me Luke you just have that effect on people, for them to explode, and not act like themselves." She explains with the tears laced in her eyes.

"I.." I couldn't get the words out because I felt as if someone's hands were around my throat stopping me because it just wasn't worth it, the words that I had to say wouldn't change a thing.

"I'm sorry Luke" she says turning her back on me and leaving me here like I was nothing before, I am nothing now.

*selenas pov*

This is the last time that my back is going to be facing is beautiful face because I'm done. I won't be that cliché girl that falls in love with the bad boy. He is bad for me and bad for my friends and I can't endure in that.

I need to find someone who Is good for me and someone who doesn't make me feel so.. Crazy!

"Are you okay Selena?" Ashton asks me, flashing that adorable smile at me.

"I'm better now" I say in a low voice.

I hug Ashton, and put my hands around his neck while he puts his hands on my waist. When we pull away I look into those emerald eyes of his and something pulls me closer to him. Our lips encounter, colliding with little sparks but it's not strong enough to start a fire.Luke was different.. Luke.. Luke?! Mind get your mind of Luke, luke isn't good for you.

"Wow" Ashton says after we pull away breathlessly.

"What was that for?" He adds.

"For you protecting me, and showing me who I really want" I reply while smiling.

He smiles back, and we kiss again, and he squeezes me harder and the kiss still feels the same but, anything to forget about someone who makes me feel like I can't live without him, this will do.

*lukes pov*

Im so very far from fine. I can't dwell on my feelings and I can't face my feelings that's why I have A beer in my hand, I'm back to my twisted ways. I hated that it had to be this way. But F Selena I don't need her. There's so much fish in the sea, hot fish.

I go into the first bar I could find. The first girl that my eyes traced. I wheeled in, easily. Selena wasn't easy, and I liked that she wasn't, I liked a challenge. The girl was all over me. I knew what she wanted and I needed something more to forget.I took her into my car and we just did. I felt disgusted, and told her to go out of my car, I yelled at her and she wailed and I just sat in my car shirtless with my pants undone.

I either feel everything or I feel nothing. I guess I'd rather feel everything than nothing because the feeling of nothing without her feels like shit. I need her, to know that I don't need her. That I'm fine, without her for her to feel the same as me I need to hurt her and as much as I don't she just doesn't understand how much I like her and it breaks me.I don't know what to do.

My mind fills with millions of things that I can do, bad to good, pros to cons. Should I? Could i? Why would I? No. You have to continue being good Luke. Making it worse or hurting her will only push her away.

I can't drive, because I'm drunk so I decide to just sleep in my car and drink lots of water.

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