Xingqiu had feelings towards Chongyun for a while now, they're childhood friends afterall.
(I'm sorry for the repost but I'm blaming my classmate (i cant even say friend after this), because he's openly showing my wattpad fanfic to embarrass the hel...
That evening they went back home to rest, not Xingqiu tho, when they all went to bed he sneaked out to go see the stars because he's usually not allowed to go out at night back at liyue
Xingqiu's POV:
Please let me go through this without anyone finding out, i like to read in complete solitude...
I grabbed one of my books alongside my blanket and went up one of the hills to sit down and enjoy the cold breeze
It's quite calming here... i closed my eyes for a moment and continued to read the next chapter in my book
-time passed-
Chongyun's POV:
I hear some rustling, thats what woke me up, the rustling stopped and when i looked to my side Xingqiu's not there, he's gone... HE'S GONE... calm down Chongyun, he's fine, you knew better he's fine he just needs so peace
I went back to sleep but... i can't It took me some time to decide to finally go search for Xingqiu, i exited the tent and went to go find Xingqiu, from the corner of my eye i saw a dark blue silk fabric its Xingqiu's, same design and everything
I climbed the small hill to find Xingqiu... sleeping
You're so reckless sometimes Xingqiu i shook him gently to wake him up but no luck, i feel bad if wake him up but i bet its cold for him, he brings his blanket with him but its not as comfortable sleeping here
I layed down beside him and stared at the skies
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I cant lie its quite pretty, I thought to myself
"Chongyun?" A sudden voice was calling out my name
Oh its Xingqiu...
"Hello sleepy head" i giggled
"Don't call me that u sleep more than me" he spoke
"I'm never that tired to sleep out here alone by myself tho" i patted his head and let out a small chuckle
Xingqiu's POV:
I sighed and rolled my eyes at him
Its quite calming here, i wanna confess to him... i read in a book somewhere there's a subtle way of saying i love you to someone, let's just hope he gets it...
"Hey Chongyun, the moon is beautiful isn't it ?" I hinted
"Yeah it is its very beautiful, the stars too" he replied
Oh... he doesn't understand, ugh... i hate this, i love you Chongyun, but i tried not to care, i love you but i try to make it platonic, i want you... but what can i even do when you're not even mine ?
Why do i keep hoping for something thats probably not even gonna go my way.
Your life isn't a storybook Xingqiu it doesn't always go your way, stop hoping for something impossible, you can't love another boy this is not a storybook, its real life.
