Unrequited Love ♡ (Completed)

- good morning -

Chongyun's POV:

After I got ready I grabbed a piece of bread from the dining table and headed out with Xingqiu, it was quite early so we don't need to worry about being late...

Morning walks are nice, the breeze is cold and I like it, the sounds of the birds chirping in the distance is therapeutic, I'll enjoy it while it lasts before the streets are filled with people and before its all noisy again from all the activity people do in the day.

The sun is in the distance rising shining down the lands with golden rays

It is truly a wonderful sight

I looked at Xingqiu and offered him my jacket, unlike me he's not used to cold temperatures. He smiled in response, that smile was... warm

"Hey, Chongyun can we take a quick break at the small pond up ahead?" He asked me with a gentle smile

"Sure" I nodded

We both walked over to the decent-sized pool of water and Xingqiu sat down on a rock "this place is nice, now this is what I call a moment of solitude, it's peaceful" Xingqiu just stared at the ducks swimming but I can't help but look his way... there's this warm feeling in my chest even tho it's decently cold out. I shook my head and offered Xingqiu my piece of bread and he started to feed the ducks

A sudden breeze passed by and Xingqiu spoke, "the breeze doesn't only carry leaves Chongyun, it carries our love too" he's always good with words, I do admire him for that...

he got up from the rock he sat on and offered his hand to help me get up, I accepted it and we both walked to school

As soon as we got there I opened my locker to grab my textbooks Xingqiu did the same too.

We both went our separate ways and time went on like that

- time skip -

In biology class, I was assigned in a group with Razor, finally someone I know I sighed in relief and just went on with it

Xingqiu's POV :

I hate it when I overthink sometimes...
What is Chongyun doing right now? Is he with that girl? Why do I have trust issues? I should trust him, he wouldn't turn his back on me! We've known each other for almost our entire lives

I shook my head to get rid of the feeling and worked on my assignment

I kept feeling like day by day he's drifting away from me... Slowly, and soon he'll be gone

Everything feels fuzzy.....

The more I pushed these feelings away the more it comes back to me, and sometimes they come rushing in so suddenly

It's getting dark...

I know this isn't something that I should focus on right now, but I can't help it

It's hard to breathe... The air is suffocating...

Love is a disease... It hurts so much when you don't want it to because in the end... All good things must come to a stop

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I don't want to have these feelings, I never wanted to...

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Help...

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Xingqiu's POV:

I looked at the clock next to my bed and the time points 5:16 am, strange...

I got up from my bed and just realised that I'm... Crying? I can't understand why... Why did I cry?

I went into the bathroom to wash my face and got ready for school.