Forever Yours - Leondre Devries- COMPLETED

Chapter 36

Listen to One Direction- Moments, whilst reading

Leondres P.O.V

Today is Brooke's funeral, i am dredding it. I have to say goodbye to the one girl who truly stole my heart. I never though i would have to do this, well not this soon at least. The 1 and a bit years was probably the best time of my life and always will be, she taught me things that i never knew how to do. She made me feel all these different emotions that i didn't even knew existed and i wish i could have thanked her for it.

I looked at myself in the mirror one last time, i straightened my tie and ran my fingers through my hair. I have been a state these past few weeks but i wanted to make and effort for this, even though Brooke wasn't next to me i knew that she would be watching over me.

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I walked over to Jeana and gave her a tight hug, we stood like that for about a minute, it's what we needed. A big hug.

We walked into the church together only to see Poppy cradled in Charlies arms, it was so depressing here but i tried to keep myself together for the sake of Jeana, she really needed my support in this moment in time.

I sat down next to Charlie giving him a reassuring nod and prepared myself for what i was going to have to go through.

Jeana chose the song to play, it was probably one her favourite songs, Moments by One Direction.

I felt a tear slip down my cheek as i looked up at her coffin in front of me, she wanted to be cremated not buried. She didn't like the idea of being buried underground and would rather have her ashes placed neatly on a mantlepiece.

After paying all of our respects and people telling everybody the way they felt about Brooke and all of the special memories they had together we slowly filed out of the church.

I didn't say anything because i know i wouldn't be able to keep myself together and would probaly just start uncontrollably sobbing.

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I sat down in my dorm room, Jeana had cleaned out Brookes things and brought them back to her house. I remember when she first met me, i was reading on my bed and i looked at her.

She was so beautiful, i would do anything to be able to kiss her soft lips one last time. I should probably try and move on from this mourning situation because college finishes soon and i really need to stay focused.

What am i on about? I sound so selfish but i know it will be the best thing for me right now.

I layed back thinking about the future... What am i supposed to do with it now?