Deeper than death

Part 4

-EYES OF INNOCENCE (2015)

To you, my neverexisting love,
I think I forgot your eyes,
Those are not eyes I once loved.
Innocence you had was stolen by time,
But can I blame you when
My mind is uncontrolled?

Why is my love always turning to hate,
And why I react when it's too late?
Maybe I was sure it wouldn't go well,
And didn't want to take you in my hell.

Dreaming eyes of innocence,
Those which made me fall in love,
I wish they could turn back,
But they are angels and I am so low.
They are dead for me now,
In dreams they are still mine,
Darling, I am faithfull to you,
Waiting you on the sky...

In my broken world
I'm hidding your eyes innocence as memory,
After they died, in my heart
All love stopped existing.
I loved a boy you was,
Not a guy you became,
One lost innocence of your eyes
And they could never be the same.

To you, my neverexisting love,
Keep the child you was,
Don't let them to change you,
Keep your soul crystal blue...

-IN GRAVE (2015)

Brother and sisters of sorrow,
That hide secret because of fear,
Keep dying because of them
Who are watching, who are standing near.

Brothers and sisters of blood
That want to escape from hell
Are trying to say what is on their hearts
But there's no one to tell.

Revenge one day when I come back from hell,
I shouldn't go there but you put me there,
One day you'll pay, that's what my soul craves
To pay your sin, you put child in grave.
(and left me alone there)

When you'll realise
And sympatize or stop with lies,
Yes, it is a crime,
Not a morbid joke of our time,
How much corbses to bury,
How much long journey
To stop with this,
To let us find our peace?

A million souls from hell want revenge
To return back what is taken from them,
It's too late to say I'm sorry,
They lost everything so they not can
Hear the voices of monsters who helped
Death to embrace their minds and kill
Those innocent persons, who now are staying in hell and waiting for the deal.

-XEROX (2015)

Printing my life on your paper,
You are not original to write it yourself.
Did exactly what I hate, turned me to hater,
It's time to log out and protect myself.

Copy-machine is searching for my device,
Wanna print more or just to read my page?
Anyway, I know, I have to do this,
To get out from this mental cage.

Copy failed! Take out the xerox.
Lost connection! You got an error,
I cut a cable of you, bad xerox,
Forget my name and move on!

It's gonna be hard to take out
All the cables of my head
That lead me to your device.
Memories drive me mad!

I just wanna protect my world
Need to be myself forever,
Running away from the xerox
She will catch me never.

-MAKE ME PRETTY (2015)

Oh, make me pretty, oh, just make me pretty
And put me on the sky.
This heartbeats will kill me, but I won't believe it
I'll lie and die.

Symphony of growling and heartbeat,
Walking alone on the street,
Sky is so far and ground is so near,
Empty brain, yet full of fear.

They suspect nothing so you walk,
Avoid to look them, avoid to talk,
Wanna hide yourself far away
And say the last thing you could say.

Not skinny enough, not tall enough,
Not hot enough, oh, the hell, just stop,
Not happy enough, not fancy enough,
Not pretty enough, we can't take, nope!