Laurens I like you a lot

Chapter 8

Trigger warning- eating disorder
John POV

As the food arrives I get kinda nervous. I haven't eaten in weeks. I can't eat. I don't want to, I'm not hungry and I feel sick at the thought of it. I look at Alex and he starts eating. I sigh and manage to eat a couple of my chips before i get up and run to the bathroom, and throw up. Probably the first time it awhile I haven't done it on purpose.

Alex runs in behind me "john? Are you ok?" He pulls my hair back and rubs my back. I nod slightly and Cough a bit. I wash out my mouth with some water from the sink and Alex looks at me.

"Yeah.. sorry" I say a little embarrassed. Way to ruin a first date. Alex hugs me.

"Did something cause this? Was the food really bad or are you sick?" He asked clearly worried.

"I'm ok Alex... you don't need to worry about it" I assure him but it's obvious that he doesn't believe me. I sigh "um.. I threw up cuz I haven't eaten in a couple of weeks..."

"What? Why?" He asks, looking at me concerned.

"Cuz.. I'm never hungry or I feel sick when I go to eat, and I need to loose some weight.." I mumbled quietly but I know he heard me.

He takes my hand "John.. you are so beautiful, you don't need to change anything about yourself, you're perfect, and already when I hug you you're fightingly thin... I know you don't want to but you have to eat..."

I pulls my hands away and look down "can we just go home?"  He sighs.

"John you have to eat" he says but I just shake my head "you don't need to loose weight I promise, you're so beautiful the way you are. Just.. please can you try to eat a little bit?"

"No! You can't make me!" I yell and run out. I run out of the restaurant. I don't know where I'm gonna go but I'll figure it out. Before I can go any furthest Alex grabs my wrist "no! Let me go I don't want to!" I cry.

"John, shhh, baby it's ok" he hugs me but I keep trying to push away from him, he sighs "I won't make you eat..."

I stop fighting him and relax a bit. I just hug him tightly and cry into his shoulder "i-I can't... Alex.. it's too hard"

Alex POV

I hold John in my arms as he cries, it breaks my heart, I know he needs to eat, and I know he'll get upset when I bring it up again sometime but I just hate seeing him like this. He's so perfect every part of him. He really doesn't need to loose weight, it's scary how thin he already is. He said he feels sick when he eats. Maybe I should take him to a doctor.. I don't know I just wanna help you ya know?

"I know It's hard baby, I just wanna help you... it's important for you to eat... but I you don't have to right now... we'll go home ok?"I ask softly.

He nods a little an wipes his eyes "I-I'm sorry.." he says as steps back a little. I hold his and and smile a little at him.

"You have nothing to be sorry for"  I assure him which makes him smile a bit. "Now let's go ok?" He nods and we walk to the car then I drive us back to the college.

We walk up to our dorm and sit in the couch. John looks at me, I look back at him. He kisses me so I kiss him back.

Soon our kissing turns into full on making out, but when I go to take is shirt of he stops me. He looks away and brings a pillow over his stomach "I-I haven't lost enough weight yet... you don't wanna see.."

3rd POV (Smut- written by lonely_dinosaur

John looked ashamed and was trembling, "baby" Alex whispered in concern. "Your so beautiful" Alex claimed as he cupped the others cheeks. Alex kissed John gently and John returned it, it didn't take long for it to escalate. Soon the two were slowly taking each others clothes off, admiring each other's bodies. John felt self conscious about his weight and Alex could see it in his eyes, Alex kissed john's neck softly and john's worries melted away.
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Alexander began guiding them to the bed, he gently layed John down and got on top of him. Soon they wanted more than just kissing, Alex's hands wandered around johns body and John became needy. "Get on your stomach and put that pretty little ass in the air" Alex whispered into johns ear, John very quickly complied. Alex rummaged through his bedside drawer and found some lube, he applied it to his throbbing hard cock and johns asshole fingering him slowly. John tightened his grip on the bedsheets and bit his lip. Once Alex was done he lined himself up with John and brushed his hands through the others curly hair "are you ready?" John nodded vigorously. With that, Alex started to fuck johns tight asshole slowly and John was already wanting more.
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The boy on top began going faster, pleasuring them both. Alex snaked his arm around to johns front and started jerking him off, "I love you" Alex said softly. "I love you too" the other replied shakily, both close to climax. The youngest grunted and swore under his breath as he cummed in John, soon after John cummed in Alex's hand. The two lay together in silence, the only noise being from them recovering from their climax. "I'm sorry" John whispered, Alex shushed him and talked about how beautiful he is for awhile after. The oldest fell asleep soon after and when Alex realised, he cuddles up to him.