Laurens I like you a lot

Chapter 19

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Trigger warning: death
Alex POV

When me and John get to the place where I already set up the picnic he looks around and smiles "aww Lex this is so cute"

I smile and sit down with him "I just wanted to spoil you" I kiss his cheek then get out the food.
He giggles and we both start eating.

After a while we've both finished and we're just talking. "Um John I wanna talk to you about something" I say nervously, he looks at me confused "well..we've been dating for a while
And I love you more than anything. You're the angel of my life and I wanna spend the rest of my life with you. So..• I reach into my pocket snd pull out the ring. He gasps and puts his hand over his mouth. "John Laurens, will you marry me?"

He speechless for a second but then screams "YES! FUCK YES I WILL!" He tears up, I assume happy tears. I smile and puts the ring on. "I love you so much!" He smiles and hugs me tight

I hug him back "I love you too" I kiss him, he giggles and looks at the ring.

"Let's go back I wanna show the others!" He smiles. I nod and we start walking back to the car. I cross the road but then hear John yell my name.

I stop and get look back at him then see a speeding car coming at me before I can even process anything I've been pushes on the side on the road and John laying on the road, the car ran him over.

My heart sinks. I run over and hold him "John?! John get up!" I cry my he doesn't open his eyes, he doesn't move.. he seems to still be breathing but he looks pretty hurt.

I quickly try to grab my phone and call 911. Once I tell them everything I have up and holds onto John, I'm still crying, I can't lose him.. he got hit because of him. "John... baby please get up... I love you, I need you, please.." he hold him close to my chest.

Soon the ambulance arrives and they take John away from me. No matter how much I beg they don't let me go with him in the ambulance.

Once I'm at the hospital I run over to the front desk and ask for John. They eventually tell
Me his room number and I run up. I run over to John and sit next to him "John! Baby please wake up" he cry and hold his hand.

I can't lose him. I love him.. I don't know what I'd do without him. A doctor comes in and tells me he's in a coma.

Hours go by. Johns still not awake. I need him to wake up. Suddenly his heart monitor makes a long beep. I quickly look at John. He stops breathing "John?" I cry "JOHN WAKE UP! DOCTOR! FUCK SOMEONE HELP!!" He scream.

Some doctors run in and pull me away from
John. "NO LET ME SEE HIM!" I cry but they shut me out of the room.

No no, he can't die. He can't! After a minute the others run over, I texted them a while ago. "Alex what the hell happened?!"

"I-I- was crossing the road... a-and t-there was a car a-and he- he pushed me out of the way... h-he got hit" I stutter out then burst into sobs

"Omg... is he gonna be ok?!" Peggy says clearly worried. I'm crying to much to answer.

Soon a doctor comes out "I'm so sorry... there's nothing we could do.. he's gone"

My heart sinks. I choke out a sob, my legs go shaky before I fall to the ground "n-no...." I whisper. No.. he can't be dead.. I..I love him... I need him. He can't be dead.

John POV a few hours earlier

Fuck. Everything hurts. I look around, it looks like the hospital. Where's Alex? I try to sit up but it really fucking hurts.

A doctor walks in. He walks over to me "you know Thomas Jefferson?" He asks. I nod, what does that have to do with anything? "Good he'll pick you have tomorrow, you'll be in a coma until then and presumed dead"

"What? No.. where's my fiancé? I want him" I try to get up but the doctor holds me down and puts something over my month.

I try to fight him away but I start getting tired and eventually everything goes black.

I can still hear everything. I hear Alex run in. I hear him sobbing. I hear my heart monitor flatline, but I'm still breathing. I hear Alex screaming and crying. I just want to take his hand and tell him it's ok. But I can't. I want to run and follow him out but I can't.