Demi's POV
I silently kissed Wilmer one more time before we had to get back on the bus. There was paparazzi everywhere outside and I knew Max would be a little protective.
I looked over at Cally and she looked sadder than normal. Her face was pale and she kept rubbing her hands against each other.
"Hey, baby girl, you okay?" She looked up at me, and her eyes, just shot right through me. I want to explain how it felt when her eyes came in contact with mine, but I can't. It hurt too deeply and something was wrong. She's not going to tell me.
We walked outside, and Cally shot out to the bus, leaving Wilmer, Max and I to face the paparazzi.
I looked at Wilmer and he smiled at me, moving me closer to him with his arm wrapped around my waist. When his arms are around me, everything feels right.
We got on the bus and I searched around for Cally, only to find her in her "room."
"Hey, what's going on?" I asked her.
"Demi, you know I'm happy for you right?"
"Yeah of course I know that. Why do you ask?"
Cally started shaking. "Then why don't you just leave already?"
I nudged my head back. She caught me off guard. "What do you mean?"
"You're just going to leave me when you get married. What's the point of becoming what we were before you started ignoring me? I'm just going to be that sister that you don't care about anymore so why don't you go ahead and leave?"
"Cally I'm not going to-"
"Yes you are. You're just going to forget me." Her voice trailed off. Then she stuffed her face into her pillow, with tears slipping down her face.
"How could you think that way?"
"I've already called mom. She got me a plane ticket to come back home."
I teared up. There was no way I could convince her to stay. But it's only been the first night back! "Cally, stay a little longer, and if you think I'm ignoring you or starting to slip away, you can go home."
She sighed. "Fine. But don't do everything you can to keep me to stay. Everything needs to stay normal. Don't try to impress me."
I jumped up and picked her up in my arms. "THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!" I heard her giggle, then she groaned.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing, you just hit a spot."
"Huh?"
"My back has been hurting for a while. I don't know what's going on."
"Why didn't you tell me? Maybe we should get you to the doc."
"No. I'm pretty sure it's fine."
"Okay. Well get some sleep, early morning tomorrow."
"Okay. Goodnight."
I kissed her on the forehead, then left. Wilmer already had his pj's on and was laying on the bed. I smiled at him, then went to the bathroom and did my routine. Took my makeup off, put my pj's on, and brushed my teeth. When I came back out, Wilmer patted the bed and I got in.
He rolled ontop of me and started kissing me passionately. I asked for entrance in his mouth and he gladly let me in. I bit down on his lower lip, making him groan. I guess I hit his favorite spot.
He started to lift up my shirt and I flinched. Then I let him pull it over my head. I did the same to him, and soon we were both bare against each other.
He rubbed up and down against my thighs, getting closer and closer to my center. I groaned and arched my back when he reached it. Then I pulled his lips back against mine. We whispered I love you to each other in between kisses. He turns me on, bad.
After a while, he just laid on me, resting one hand on my thigh, and the other on my cheek. We breathed heavily and we couldn't wipe the smile off our faces. "I love you."
"I love you too." I said, before pushing my lips back onto his.
We made out for a good 5 minutes before I started to hear rummaging in the other room. "What was that?" Wilmer asked me. I shrugged, then got out from underneath him.
I slid my clothes back on, and walked out of my room. The lights were all turned off so I grabbed my phone and turned on the flashlight.
I heard it again and tiptoed through the bus, until I reached the back and saw Cally running around, looking in all the cabinets.
"Cally, what are you doing?! Do you know what time it is?""Where are they?!"
"Where are what?"
"My pills!! Where are they?"
"Why? You already took them! You can't overdose!"
"Yes I can! I'm tired of all the hate I'm getting! I'm tired of all this! I'm tired of life!! Where are my pills?!"
She looked around more and I grabbed her by the arm, making her look me straight in the eyes. I started tearing up at the sight of her depression. Its hitting her hard tonight. And her anxiety is not helping either. "I'm not going to let you do it."
She sniffled, then grabbed my hand. "Then tell me what to do." Cally whispered. She was crying so hard she could barley get those words out.
"Focus on my breathing. And listen to my voice."
I breathed in heavily and she copied me. When I could feel the drum inside her chest slow down, I started singing to her.
She was shaking uncontrollably and I wrapped my arms around her. Then I stood up and made her hug me. Her body was cold and she made me shake.
"It's okay."
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You said you Loved me{Demi Lovato}
RandomThe sister of Demi Lovato, Cally, goes through a maze of emotions and heartbreak while figuring out how to love herself.