You said you Loved me{Demi Lovato}

{3} War

Cally's POV

I flopped down on my bed and got on Twitter. A couple of hours ago I posted a tweet saying "They're home." And that was it. I had 5 thousand followers and most of them were just lovatics. It was annoying cuz every time I would tweet something they would go crazy and ask me if I could follow them so Demi could see or ask me to tell Demi how much of a big fan they were. I was seriously sick of it.

Then you have the people who just hate on me. Every tweet "you suck." "You're fat." "Be more like your sister" I didn't care about the you suck or anything else like that but be more like your sister really sinks in. I HATE it whenever people compare me to Demi. I will never be like her. Never.

I looked on Demi's profile and saw a pic of her and mom.

Missed my mom so much it hurt.

Just to be a smart ass I replied to it and said

I saw her everyday

10 seconds later I had over 200 replys. All hate. I was laughing so hard by what they said. I honestly don't care what they think of me. They can hate all they want, it doesn't bug me.

I got a notification that Demi just posted something. Oh great what did she say this time?

I don't have a picture of her and I from tonight but heres a picture from 4 years ago. I missed Cally so much. I love her with all my heart.

What. The. Fuck.

Who does she think she is just coming home from tour thinking she's gonna try and win me over? Thinking I'm just gonna forgive her the second she starts being nice to me? No way. That's not how it works in Cally's world.

A knock comes on my door again.

"Hey, Cal, can I come in?" It was Demi again.

"Yeah Whatever."

She slowly opens to the door and comes in.

"I waited for you in my room. Did you see my post?"

"How could I miss it?"

She takes a deep breath "Look, I know we have not exactly been close and its all my fault."

"Ya think?"

Another deep breath. "You're my little sister you should be looking up to me and I should be a good role model but I haven't and I'm sorry."

"Where are you going with this?"

"I love you Cal. I'm sorry for not being there when you needed me most. I'm sorry for not being the older sister I should've been. I'm sorry for not loving you the way sisters should love each other. I'm sorry."

She was crying at the point. She actually looked like she cared. But she's an actress, she can fake cry on command, she can play characters.

"Ok." Was all I said before I got up out of bed and went down stairs.

A tear slipped down my face. I couldn't help but cry. I felt guilty for just leaving but how could I trust her? She's been ignoring me for 6 years and now all of the sudden she decides to come and 'love' me again? NOPE!

I go into the living room and see Maddy watching a movie.

"Hey Mads whatcha watching?"

"Avatar. Wanna watch?"

"Sure."

I'm normally not a movie person but I decided to watch it with her. Anything to get away from Demi.

"Hey Cally, did Demi come talk to you?"

"Yeah why?"

"Cuz she was telling me earlier how bad she wanted to talk to you about some stuff."

"Ok...and?"

"Cal she feels awful. She really has changed and-"

"Maddy stop."

"And she wants to make everything up to yo-"

"STOP!!"

"NO!! OPEN YOUR EYES! STOP OBSSESSING OVER YOURSELF AND GET THE CLUE THAT DEMI JUST WANTS YOU TO LOVE HER AGAIN! SHE WANTS THE OLD RELATIONSHIP BACK!! DEMI LOVES YOU! CAN'T YOU SEE THAT?!"

"I'M TRYING MADDY! I WANT THE RELATIONSHIP WITH DEMI BACK!!! I WANT US TO BE LIKE WE WERE BEFORE SHE STARTED IGNORING ME! BUT ITS NOT THAT EASY TO JUST FORGIVE SOMEONE AFTER THEY WEREN'T THERE FOR YOU FOR 6 YEARS!!"

I storm out the front door. I didn't know where I was going. I just walked.

I cried the whole time I was walking. I never wanted to go back there. Not if everyone was going to yell at me and make me feel like I didn't belong. Nobody even cares how I feel about the whole situation.

Nobody even cares about me.