You said you Loved me{Demi Lovato}

{4} Shouldn't Come Back

Cally's POV

As quiet as I could, I opened the front door, hoping no one would hear. It was about 1 am and everyone was probably worried sick about me. But when I got in the house, all the lights were turned off and I heard no noise except for my own footsteps. They were all asleep so no one cared that I was even gone.

So many thoughts, so many feelings, just went through my mind. So many tears shed. I actually think I ran out of tears. Nothing would come out whenever I was done but I wanted to continue to cry.

I ran upstairs, tripping. Man I am just like Demi. Being such a drama queen, always tripping or falling. At least I don't wear stupid high heels.

When I get in front of my door, I could see from the bottom of the door, my light was on. I open the door and see Demi, sitting on the edge of my bed. It scared me half to death. Something I wasn't expecting.

She sighed of relief and ran up to me, quickly wrapping her arms around me. "I was so scared you wouldn't come back. I'm so glad your safe."

Still having her arms wrapped around me, squeezing me until I couldn't breathe, she started giving me this little 'pep talk.' It was stupid. It started out with "Don't ever do that again." Then blah blah blah blah blah, and ended with "Ok?" I nodded, and she let go.

"You should go to bed Demi." Maybe that'll get her out.

"Actually, can I sleep in here?"

"Why would you want to sleep in here? I'm a kicker, snorer, and some times I'll even drool all over my pillow." None of that was true. I do kick some of the time but that was only if I dreamed about Demi. Yeah I used to have nightmares about Demi. It would be one those nightmares where she hated me so much she beat me. I got used to them after awhile.

"I want it to be like old times, when you would have a bad dream and come into my room and sleep next to me. I would sing to you because you couldn't settle down."

"So.....you're gonna treat me like a baby again and sing to me? I'm sorry, I'm 14 now. You would know that If you actually payed attention to my life."

I could see the sadness in her eyes. She actually wanted to fix things with me. Oh well. I turn my back and go to my bathroom and get cleaned up. I didn't bother to hear if she left or not. I mean why would she even stay after what I just said? I wouldn't. I would slap the crap out of someone who would say that to me. So maybe she should slap me!

I left the bathroom, turned off my light, turned on my music and got into bed. Demi left to go to her room. Thank god.

It pondered my mind for an hour how bad, how rude I sounded. All she wanted to do was fix things. I was pushing her away.

I layed on my back. I felt empty inside. I felt cold. Something was missing. And that was Demi.

I got up out of bed and turned off my music. Then I walked out of my room, hoping not to wake anyone else up. I went across the hall, and opened Demi's door. I could hear sobs. She was crying. Just like me.

"Demi?" I whispered.

"What do you want?" She sounded angry and broken.

"Demi, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for the way I've been treating you. I'm sorry for pushing you away. What Madison said really put an effect on me. I have been just thinking about myself. I got so caught up in trying to stay away from you but all I need is you next to me. I'm sorry Demi."

It was silent. I kind of had the feeling that she had fallen asleep. I guess I'm not that worthy. If she falls asleep during my apology, I'm not that important. So I turned around and started walking out the door.

"Come here." She said. I turned back around and walked towards her bed. I lifted the covers up and got in next to her. She put my head underneath her chin and I could feel the warmth of her body. Her breathing was steady, although mine was all screwed up from crying. I still was.

"Calm down Cal. It's alright. Stop crying."

I normally don't cry but when I do, I never stop so telling me to stop crying is like telling me to stop breathing. I can't do it.

"Cally, listen to me. That was the past. If I can forget it, so can you. It's all over now."

She started rubbing my shoulder trying to calm me down. But that wasn't working either.

"Sing."

I looked up and saw a huge smile on her face. "What do you want me to sing?"

"Heart by Heart."

"Are you sure?"

"Just anything to hear you sing again."

She smiled again.

"When your soul

Finds the soul

It was waiting for

When someone walks into your heart

Through an open door

When your hand

Finds the hand

It was meant to hold

Don't let go." Demi's singing calmed me down. She was rubbing the top of my forehead and wiping away the tear stains that were left on my cheeks.

I'm falling for it again. I'm getting pulled back into fake happiness when I know I'm just going to get knocked back down.

"Someone comes into your world

suddenly your world has changed forever

No there's no one else's eyes

That could see into me

No one else's arms can lift

Lift me up so high

Your love lifts me out of time

And you know my heart by heart."

I started to drift off to sleep. Demi apparently saw me trying to keep my eyes open, so she settled in a spot, her arms wrapped around me.

"Goodnight Cal, I love you." She kissed my forehead and I fell into a deep sleep.