You said you Loved me{Demi Lovato}

{7} Fix A Heart

Madison walked in and I tried my hardest to make myself stop crying. My eyes were red, and puffy. Nothing can stop me.

"Cal, what's wrong?"

"Alex."

"Alex? Isn't she like your best friend?? What happened??"

"I couldn't call her on her birthday because that's the day y'all came home and I tried my hardest to go see her but mom stopped me."

She pulls me into a hug. I sob harder. After a while I calm down.

"Do you want me to stay?"

"No, I want to be alone right now. Thanks Maddy."

She smiles at me, then goes into her room. I stay on my bed. Hoping no one would bother me.

My heart was shatter into a million pieces. My best since I've known since kindergarden, just left me. I mean best friends should believe each other right?!! They shouldn't just jump to conclusions right?!! Then what did I do to make her do the complete opposite?

I started to feel dizzy from crying so much. That's what I've been doing for the past 3 days apparently. Crying when Demi hurt me, crying when I thought about dad, crying when Alex hurt me. What else can I cry about?

I got up off of my bed and rummaged through my dresser. Finding my journal. I got a pencil and sat down at my desk.

You came into my life
And stayed in my heart
You made me laugh
You made me smile
You made me believe so many things

Then you blew away
Straight out of my life
All the broken pieces from my heart
Are scattered on the floor

For my heart
And my life
Will never be the same
Without you by my side

I closed my journal and rested my head on my hands. The front of my journal was covered in stickers and pictures. In the bottom right corner was a picture of me and Alex, on her 13th birthday. She was smiling at me and I was laughing. I took the picture off the journal and ripped it into pieces.

Then I took all the pictures of us and tore them into shreds. Stomping on them. Letting the pain of what she caused me out on all the pictures. It felt good to get all my anger out.

Once I was finished, I had at least 100 pieces of paper all over my floor. I knew sooner or later mom would tell me to clean it up, but I would rather keep them there, that way every time I would walk in, I would step on them, leaving our past behind me.

I look around one more time, smile, then went down stairs to watch TV. Demi is sitting on the couch, watching some criminal show.

"Hey Cal, what's wrong?"

"I just lost a good friend, nothing serious."

"But it looks like you've been crying."

"Yeah but, I'm over it. How was the photoshoot?"

"It was really good. It was one of a more natural look and my hair went crazy. I really loved it."

"That's good."

"Yeah. Wanna watch tv with me?"

"Yeah of course."

I sit down next to her and rest my head on her shoulder. A smile grows on her face and a smile grows on mine.

Demi slowly starts to fall asleep. So I move her in a comfortable position and cover her up.

I whisper in her ear, "I love you Demi."

Never leave me Demi. Please.

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A/n: sorry I know it's super short.
Btw....1k?!! Y'all are super awesome and the best! Love y'all!

~Kenzie