You said you Loved me{Demi Lovato}

{24} Stronger

"How many times do I have to tell you?! I swear I didn't do it!!"

"Cally!! I understand you don't want to talk about it but hiding it from me isn't good!! I can help you!!"

I slammed the door in her face and buried my head into my hands. I don't want her to help me. She thinks she can, but she can't. I'm tired of her taking over my life. She needs to take a chill pill and back off.

I stared down at my phone, then finally picked it up and dialed my moms number. She picked up immediately. "Hey, how's the trip?!"

"Mom I want to come home."

"What?! I thought you were going to stay!"

"Mom, Demi keeps accusing me for purging but I swear I didn't!! I can't handle her taking over my life!!"

"Baby she's just trying to protect you from everything. She's the best person you could go to for help."

I threw a pillow across the room. "BUT I DON'T NEED HELP!!!"

"Listen to me. Talk to her. Pushing her out won't solve anything."

And then I regretted everything I said to her. "Okay. Love you."

"Love you too. Tell me how it goes."

"Okay." I hung up the phone then started to go to Demi's room. I could hear faint sobs.

It's been 2 days since my incident and she hasn't trusted me to be alone anymore. Demi thinks I can't handle myself anymore. Which I can. She wouldn't understand what I experienced that night.

I sit on the edge of my bed and sit there for a couple minutes before the tears finally rolls down my face. No, if you're wondering, I didn't cut myself. Yes I did purge and let me tell you, I felt so much better after I did. Loosing this weight will make me feel confident. Just trying to do it over and over again without Demi suspecting anything will be tough.

I just lied to my mom about this and I'm about to lie to Demi, again. These words are going to sting.

I knock on the door and when she opened the door, my eyes filled with water. I felt so awful. "Demi. I'm sorry. I was just thinking I could be independent and help myself but-"

She cut me off by wrapping her arms around me. "I understand. I just wish you would notice that. I've been to hell and back. Trust me. You were just a little kid when all that happened so you didn't understand."

She looks at me in the eyes and wipes my tears away. "I love you."

"I love you too."

Demi smiles at me then tells me to leave so she can get ready.

When she comes out, she's wearing something I've never seen her wear before. Long pants and a jacket that shows most of her boobs. "Demi what the hell are you wearing?"

"What? You don't like it? My confidence boost rose up and I feel better about my body and I want my fans to know that. So I thought this would work. But if you don't like it I guess I'll go change..."

"No. Demi. I didn't mean it like that. Honestly, you look fucking hot. Good gosh that sounded weird but, I think you'll fans will love it."

She laughs and hugs me. "Thanks baby girl. I gotta go. Love you."

"Love you too. See you after the concert."

She walks off the tour bus and I wait till everyone is gone before hooking my speaker up to my phone and practically having my own concert on the bus.