I whisper

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I whisper to myself,
While I sit there in my bed.
"I can't do this anymore."
Over.
And.
Over.
I just say.
"I can't do this anymore."
I don't know why.
Why, I say it.
I just want him here.
I want to see him.
I've been thinking about a lot it lately.
About him being here with me,
Instead if stupid fuckin California.
I just want him to hug me.
And have him close to me.
That's all I wish for.
Is him.
Him.
Him.
I don't know what I'm doing,
With my life.
I just want happiness.
That all I long for.
Why does he have to states away?
I want him here.
I need him here.
I need him.
I slowly close my eyes while I say.
" I can't do this anymore."

I wrote this a few days ago I just didn't want to publish it. But I'm going to try to start writing and publishing more often.

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