Keep quiet

Dark places

I gave you my account name so you could read my other book. And not this one. But what do you do? You go off and read this one. And now I feel like if I update, then you'll know what's going on in my head.... and my heads a dark place. I really don't want to to see in there. Because if you saw what went on my my head you'd probably cry. It's a dark place. I don't want you to be stuck in the dark.
I say so much stuff in this book..... I'm sorry you're just now finding out about these things. It's just. I'm scared for you to know. What my thoughts are. What my head says. I'm scared that you'll think of me differently because how messed up I am in the head. I have told you about some of it. Just not all of it....
You said you'd be more open to me. I said I'd do the same. Just tell me what you want to know. I'll tell you. And I won't lie.