Kageyama's Diary

seven.

It was Monday, and they were leaving on Thursday. Only four days more here.

These have been the most chaotic and tiring days for Kageyama, so today, when they had nothing planned, he planned to sleep more than he has ever slept.

He was cuddled up with Hinata, both them peacefully sleeping. Their breaths and heartbeats in sync, Kageyama noticed, and of course he was internally freaking out. It was around 5am when he woke up a bit and realized he was spooning Hinata, but he was so exhausted that he didn't even pay attention to it.

He dozed off for another couple of hours, snuggling closer to Hinata, hugging him tightly, unconsciously.

The orange haired boy woke up two hours later, but couldn't bring himself to sit up from the bed. He was so comfortable in Kageyama's embrace, and it was warm and cozy with him. But he went rigid the second he realized he was spooing with the boy.

What do I do?!

Hinata thought this wasn't a normal thing you would do with your teammate who is also your best friend. But the boy felt his heart pounding, and his stomach felt fuzzy. In a good way, which was weird right? Hinata is not supposed to feel this way with a guy, right?

He didn't stop it, he was scared of what he was feeling, but he can't deny that he likes it. It was new, he only felt this way once, on the very first days of dating Aiko. But he never felt it again after that, he realized.

Could it be that...

He didn't really like Aiko like he was supposed to?

No, that can't be it. Hinata has cried because of her, he felt frustrated and even heartbroken when Yachi told him what the girl had done. But was it really a relationship heartbreak? Or did Hinata just feel like he lost a friend? Been betrayed by a friend? He never really liked Aiko before she confessed to him. He had asked her out because she already liked him, he figured why not. But did he like her?

Hinata hadn't realized that he was moving a bit until the taller one groaned.

"Can you stop moving so much, I'm trying to sleep." Kageyama said in his groggy morning voice.

Hinata's cheeks flushed at how deep the boy's voice sounded. It was different from his usual yelling, and it made the shorter one turn to look at Kageyama.

"Sorry." Hinata said, scooting away from the boy.

"Wait, why are you moving away? I'm cold." Kageyama asks, still waking up. His voice is difficult to understand, but Hinata didn't find it that hard to get. He looks down.

"Because two guy friends don't sleep in the same bed and... you know, cuddle." The shorter boy mutters, but Kageyama manages to hear him clearly. His eyes open immediately, he looks at Hinata with a confused look. "I thought you didn't care, you were the one who asked to sleep in my bed." 

"It was because of nightmares, I didn't mean for it to become an everyday thing."

"I'm not forcing you to sleep here, dumbass. You can sleep in your own bed."

"But I don't want to sleep in my own bed!" Hinata exclaims, exasperated. He sat up, making the raven haired do so too. He looks at the orange haired with such bewilderment, and Hinata only looks down at his hands. "Then, what's the deal?" Kageyama asks.

"Just forget it." Hinata says with a sigh, laying back down on the bed. The raven haired does so too, still confused, and he takes his phone to check the time.

It was barely 8am. He could really use more sleep, but that seems impossible now that Hinata said these things. What even is up with him? But the boy doesn't have enough time to think about it, because in the matter of second, Hinata snuggles up to him. Kageyama looks down at the boy who was visibly frowning.