it was our way! {nana}

part 1.

•tokyo•

it was a sunny day.
i was on my way to the meeting with my band.
i was the singer from a band called black stones.

We had an gig for tonight that's why we wanted to rehearse probably beforehand.
I hadn't been in the band that long as a singer, but they all immediately accepted me in the group even though I was a girl.

It wasn't that I didn't know any of them, the bassist had been my boyfriend for a while before I even joined the band.

He persuaded me to join his band because he loved my voice a lot when I sang and since they haven't a singer I volunteered for it.

„Hey Babe, how was your day?" my boyfriend spoke to me the first second he saw me.

He was a very gentle and lovable person and he was a womanizer before he came into the relationship with me.

He is a really pretty young man, and I can totally understand why all the girls including his fan girls love him so much, he is really charming when he want to.

We rehearsed for several hours before the beginning for our gig tonight.

I was totally ready for tonight and happily same goes also for the boys in the group.
I was very proud to be a piece of this group and that I found such good friends.

I never really had friends when I was younger.

I was always the quiet and shy kid, since elementary school, but with the time I changed a lot.

I wasn't shy and quiet anymore.
I was a very lively person and was totally happy about the change cause if I wouldn't be that lively who knows if I would even be with my boyfriend these days.

"Hello Everyone we're the Black Stones welcome!" Rem spoke.

He always was the one who spoke at first and then I began to sing.
My voice was like an Angel, she was clear but also a little husky.

Everyone loved the way my voice was when I sang.

When I sang I was free, I felt free.
I was happy and I forgot about everything around me.

This time it was different I always had the feeling that someone stars at Ren and when I looked at him he started at this girl.

She was really pretty, she wore a red dress, she wore a little heavy make up and she was very skinny.

I loved the way she looked but I didn't liked the way she looked at my boyfriend.

It was actually the first time that I saw this girl at our Gigs that means it could be that she's not a fan of us, but who knows.

"Thank you all for coming tonight, we love you!" I spoke after the song ended and we went from the stage.

"You were amazing tonight my love" Ren whispered in my ear after we went backstage.

I got goosebumps from his husky voice.
I totally loved his voice, she always gave me chills but his voice was also very calm and she often calmed me down when I was nervous or upset.

We sat in the backstage area for a while with a couple of groupies.
Rem and Yasu were always on distance with the girls, but Nobu and me loved talking to them maybe cause they were more in our age than in Yasu's and Ren's.

"Let's get home lady's Y/n looks a little tired" Yasu spoke to the girls who sat next to me.

I almost fell asleep the whole time sitting there and doing nothing.
Ren lifted me up in his arms and carried me bridal style.

He took my jacket and laid it on me so I wouldn't freeze outside.
Then we said goodbye to the others and went home.

He was so warm that I almost fell asleep in his arms.
He noticed and gave me a gentle kiss on the forehead.

"We're home soon, sleep well my love" he told me in his lovely husky voice.

I closed my eyes and fell immediately asleep.

When I woke up we were already at home and Ren was taking off my clothes before he carried me to the bathtub.

He laid me into his arms and cuddled me he laid his head on my head and the warmth the came from him showed me the reason why I loved him so much.

He was my first love and I always hoped he would be also my last love.

But there were something he didn't knew and I was to scared to tell him.
So I had been procrastinating for a few months now, but I knew it was time for me to tell him about it.

"What's wrong y/n-Chan?" He spoke to me in his husky voice and I immediately got goosebumps from his voice.

"Nothing, just that I realized how much I love you Ren" I spoke very shy and quiet to him, that was the first time I was like this and of course he knew something was odd.

He took a sponge and began to shampooing me.
I enjoyed every second of his touch on my naked skin as if it were the last time he would touch me.

After bathing and shampooing each other, we took a shower and went to the bed.

He carried me bridal style and laid me into the bed so soft and lovely.
I laid my head into his chest and I could hear every beat of it.

He was nervous, totally nervous and I began to be suspicious.
I quietly asked him why his heart is beating so fast and he answered me with.

"Because I know something is wrong, and you have a secret, I'm sacred" his voice was shaky and I knew that he was a little broken cause he don't know what I have to tell him.

He laid himself over me and began to kiss my chest and I realized it was the moment I had to tell him the thing.

"I'm going to Tokyo.."